Chapter 180: Warmth turns cold + crying endlessly + learning to reconcile with the world

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Returning to the crew of "Soul Ferryman", Ni Bingyan felt like he was suddenly warm but then cold.

Bai Jing is an experiential person. She is filming an urban love drama with Ni Bingyan. In order to maintain her acting status, she treats her with the same affectionate attitude as a girlfriend both on and off the screen.

He is not like some actors with bad moral character who, under the guise of being an experientialist, play tricks on the set and throw around their girlfriends, making people confused and confused. separate.

He is truly an experiential person with a bottom line.

When the two of them get along, he is Gu Feng and Ni Bingyan is Wen Qing. He never engages in inappropriate physical contact except when the relationship is in place.

It's purely based on the script and stops at reality.

It seems that this is a rare moment in the circle for people to wake up.

In the past, there were often scandals about him when he was filming. Most of the time, the woman couldn't tell the difference between the inside and outside of the film, couldn't control herself, fell into his affectionate eyes, and couldn't help but chase after him.

Ni Bingyan is clear-headed and will not really fall in love with him because of this, but getting along with him is still relaxed and pleasant.

The director is very capable, it is not difficult to shoot romantic dramas, and the partners are easy to deal with. Ni Bingyan has been living here very comfortably for a few days.

However, when he arrived at "Soul Ferryman", he smelled the scent of incense candles and paper money in the air, listened to the wailing coming from the mourning hall, and looked at the props and wreaths piled in the corner, Ni Bingyan's heart suddenly became heavy.

Thinking about this week's script, I feel tingling all over my body and I don't feel comfortable anywhere.

"You are now Han Su, a sister in a family that values ​​boys over girls. You have a brother who is two years younger than you. Unlike you who are despised, your brother is loved by all.

"Growing up, he made mistakes, you were beaten, he was hurt, and you were beaten even more. Even if he just protected you and said a few words for you, you still had to be beaten. Because you dared to encourage your brother to take the blame for you.

"After the college entrance examination, although your scores are ideal, it is easy for you to find a job after graduation, and the tuition is low and the bonus is high. You can choose the funeral major without relying on your family. After working, you save money and spend money to buy things in the city on your own. Got a room.

"You first moved your household registration to school, then moved from school to work, and then settled in the city.

"You never go back to your hometown during the New Year and holidays, and you don't leave your contact information with your family. Even with your younger brother, you only contact him online. You unilaterally abandoned the people who treated you badly in childhood.

"You have a special job and simple interpersonal relationships. You work on the line at two o'clock every day. In addition to your home, you are the funeral home.

“You thought you had completely gotten rid of this family, you thought you could start a new life, you thought your life was finally on the right track, and you lived a peaceful, contented, indifferent, and numb life.

"Until early that morning, a deceased person was sent to the hospital. The deceased died in a car accident, with broken internal organs and massive bleeding. He was rescued all night, but in the end he was not rescued.

"The hospital issued a death certificate, and the family members sent the person to the funeral home. When you opened the body bag, you discovered that lying there lifeless was the brother you loved and hated.

"Your hands started to shake, and your eyes couldn't help but drift to the side. You couldn't believe what you saw. Your eyes quickly turned red. You looked up at the sky, and tears flowed down your cheeks, making them wet. Got a mask.

"You thought you had forgotten your past life, but when you saw this pale and blue face, you immediately remembered it. In fact, in that family that suffocated you, the care from your younger brother was something you had ever felt. , the only warmth.

"You hate him deeply. You hate the injustice of fate, which caused you to be reincarnated into this family and as a girl. You hate that his existence makes your life more difficult. You hate that he is so young yet so easy. , standing in front of you as a protector.

"But you love him. He is your only brother from the same mother, and he is the only person in this family who shows kindness to you.

"It was he who encouraged you to go to college and escape from this family. It was he who kept telling you that you are actually very good. The reason your family dislikes you is not because you are not good enough, but because they are wrong..."

Li Yiru is a very good director. Although she is young, she has been on the set with her father since she was a child.

When it comes to filming experience, compared to her, many of her peers have only a few years.

She is particularly good at guiding the actors' emotions, and will tell the actors about their scenes before each filming starts.

She speaks in detail, and the rhythm is very immersive. Even actors with poor acting skills can give wonderful performances under her guidance. If the acting skills are good, the effect will be even more extraordinary.

Probably, this is one of the reasons why this TV series with a very unpopular subject has such a strong ability to empathize.

If nothing else, let’s just say that in their community, most of the owners who went to see their grandchildren last week have not returned home yet!

"Do you understand how I want to feel?"

Seeing her looking at him, Ni Bingyan nodded, indicating that he was ready.

She was well prepared, and the director expressed her thoughts so clearly. It was like a top student who had studied very solidly before the exam, but when she met a teacher who liked to focus on key points, everything became easier.

"Finally check the makeup props! All departments are ready, get out of the way first!"

All ministries had been prepared for a long time. When they heard the call, they made a temporary inspection again.

After the walking was over, and seeing that there was no problem, all departments signaled that they could start.

Li Yiru then stared at the machine and signaled: "Everyone is in position, ready! Action!"

The clerk marked the scene and the movers pushed the deceased into the mortuary.

Han Su, who had just finished the night shift, yawned and entered the door while putting on a mask.

"You came so early today?"

"Last night there was a car accident and we spent the entire night trying to save him. He was gone in the early hours of the morning. The family members insisted that we not waste the good time. They made several phone calls and kept urging them. Hey, I heard he was an only child. It was so pitiful that the family members cried. I have no choice but to pick him up early."

Han Su put on his mask and rubber gloves and was tying his apron when his junior sister arrived.

"Senior sister, you just got off the night shift. Go back and rest quickly. Why don't you leave it to me?"

"There's no car accident, I'll go with you!"

The master was away, and she was afraid that her junior sister wouldn't be able to handle it alone.

The corpse mover had other tasks, and left after the deceased was delivered.

The two junior sisters got ready and came to the operating table.

The junior sister opened the waterproof body bag. Han Su took a casual glance and saw the face of the deceased clearly, and the cosmetic bag in his hand immediately fell to the ground.

Hearing the noise, junior sister raised her head and looked at her in surprise: "Senior sister, what's wrong?"

In my impression, the senior sister is efficient at work and has strong emotional management. When she first came here, she would shed tears when she met someone who died miserably. The senior sister only came here a year before her, but she was always calm and composed. .

what is it today?

Han Su's eyes were red and his hands were shaking uncontrollably.

The moment he looked up at the ceiling, two lines of clear tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, and his brand new blue mask suddenly became wet.

Not only for her brother, but also for the "only son" as the corpse mover said.

"Woooooooo..."

After a moment, she lowered her head, covered her face with her hands, and let out a suppressed cry of grief.

Seeing her junior sister coming over, she turned around like a wounded animal and turned her back to the camera.

The thin back trembled slightly, and the cry lingered in the room. Junior sister walked to her anxiously: "Senior sister, what's wrong?"

After a while, the cute junior sister suddenly realized: "Do you know this person?"

"He is my...brother."

Han Su took a deep breath and took a long time to say this.

Crying made her breathless, and she quickly walked out of the mortuary.

The junior sister didn't care about anything else and hurriedly chased him out.

She couldn't shed tears when she was buried. She couldn't handle the corpse in the car accident, and the master hadn't come yet, so she had to coax her senior sister into good health quickly!

"Pass!"

Li Yiru rarely scolds Ni Bingyan these days.

She still likes actors who can always understand what they mean accurately and work very efficiently.

"Take a rest, adjust the position of the camera, and try again."

Seeing that the extra actor playing the younger brother wanted to sit up, Li Yiru turned into the tyrant on the set again and immediately yelled: "Don't move! The filming is not finished yet!"

The actors were lying on the stage, half of their bodies still in the body bag, rolling their eyes and sighing: "Hey! It's so scary to lie here!"

"They are all props. This is just a warehouse. What are you afraid of? Don't worry, the red envelope will be enough!"

Ni Bingyan stood under the eaves and could still hear the uncontrollable laughter of people in the room.

But she couldn't laugh.

It's not easy to get into the play, and it's also hard to get out of the play.

All she could think about now was that her only brother was dead, and tears flowed down uncontrollably.

Duanmu Li brought a water glass and asked her to sit down and take a sip of lemonade.

After drinking the slightly cold lemonade, she felt better.

"We haven't finished filming yet! Don't let your eyes get swollen!"

The makeup artist came over with an ice towel. For fear of ruining the makeup, she specially put it in a plastic bag before applying it to her eyes.

The weather was getting hotter and hotter. Applying an ice towel to his eyes, Ni Bingyan closed his eyes and felt much clearer.

Yes, she is acting, she has no brother~

The mood calmed down a little, and Ni Bingyan recovered quickly.

We re-shot it twice and started filming the second scene.

Han Su was crying outside the funeral home. The junior sister couldn't bear it and went to call the master behind her back.

Master had already arrived at the gate of the funeral home and ran in after receiving the call.

"Don't cry. In our line of work, we will encounter such things sooner or later. Come, go with Master, send your brother off for the last time, let him leave in a dignified manner, and dress him up to be more energetic. I think he will be able to survive in the next life. A happy life."

The master was used to seeing this kind of thing. His face was calm, but there was an unconcealable tenderness in his eyes.

After working in this business for a long time, you will forget how to laugh, but the tenderness in your heart will not disappear, but will settle into compassion and calmness over time.

Han Su looked at the master fragilely, wiped away his tears, nodded, took out a new mask, and put it on again.

"Farewell to our old friends, we must let them come and leave cleanly, and maintain dignity on the way to hell."

The master led the "Old Friend Bathing" ceremony. Han Su looked at the hideous wounds on his brother's chest and abdomen, and tears almost came out of his eyes.

But seeing her master's gentle and meticulous movements and his expression as solemn as ever, she finally controlled it.

Transformation only occurs in an instant.

As an embalmer, you will encounter this kind of thing sooner or later.

She will gradually look down on life and death and no longer be afraid of death.

She will slowly fall in love with this special job and learn how to reconcile with the injustices in this world.

Because she also has to film "An Umbrella on Rainy Days", after coordination, as long as she comes here, she will be filmed closely. After filming the second scene, the third scene will still be hers.

In this scene, my brother was buried and sent to the mourning hall.

Han Su's parents and grandparents burst into tears.

She stood at the back door, looking over there with mixed emotions.

The colleague who was arranging the mourning hall saw her standing outside the door and thought she was in trouble, so he called her: "Xiao Su!"

Mother Han, who was holding an ice coffin and crying, suddenly raised her head.

When Han Su saw her red and swollen eyes, he immediately ran away in panic.

Mother Han felt something was wrong, so she got up from the ground and chased out through the back door!

"Xiao Su! Xiao Su! Is it you? Is it you?"

When Han Su was in college, her family named her younger brother. He knew where she went to college and where she would work after graduation, but he never bothered her.

Not only that, he also hid it from her family and prevented them from looking for her.

For the sake of this precious and precious sprout, the family really hadn't looked for her in so many years.

But that was before.

Now that the only root is broken, the daughter has become precious.

Han's mother ran so hard that her shoes fell off, and the whole funeral home called "Xiao Su". Seeing that she was so excited, some staff thought something had happened, so they came over and asked her:

"Sister, what's wrong with you?"

In a place like a funeral parlor, shouting and yelling are very harmful. Furthermore, if something happens to the family of the deceased here, it will be troublesome for the unit, so the staff's attitude is very good.

"I'm looking for my daughter! My daughter Xiaosu!"

The man thought her daughter was lost and asked her:

"How old is your daughter? What are you wearing? Let's go to the broadcast room and shout. Maybe she's naughty and she's gone somewhere to play."

How old is your daughter?

Mother Han was stunned immediately.

How old is her daughter?

Seeing the staff member looking at her with concern, Mother Han replied with blank eyes: "My daughter, her name is Han Su."

In fact, she is not sure whether her daughter is still called by this name, because her household registration has been secretly moved many years ago, and it is easy to change her name.

"Han Su? We have an undertaker named Han Su here. What a coincidence!"

Remembering that the girl at the back door was also wearing a funeral parlor uniform, Mother Han suddenly became energetic and nodded quickly: "That's her!"

In this line of work, it is easy to have conflicts with her parents, so the man was not surprised and directly gave her directions:

"Her office is over there, go look for it! Hey, the blood relationship is unbreakable! How can there be an overnight feud between mother and daughter? Just let it go."

Outsiders think it’s not good to work in this field, but they are a serious public institution under the civil affairs department. How many people want to get into the exam, but they still can’t!

Xiao Han is a professional counterpart, has strong working ability, is well-organized, and is good-looking. As far as he knows, he has many suitors!

If she were his daughter, she would be dead! How can I bear to be angry with her!

Mother Han walked towards the undertaker's office in a daze. Halfway there, she met Father Han who came out to look for her.

Father Han's face was filled with anger and he slapped her face:

"What are you crazy about? Don't miss the auspicious time for your son! It depends on whether he will be a dragon or an insect in the next life! This is calculated by the master! It is very effective!"

For this auspicious occasion, they even sent the child to be cremated without waiting for the coffin to be laid.

With her son's afterlife on one side and her daughter she hadn't seen for many years on the other, Mother Han only hesitated for two seconds and followed her husband without saying a word.

Han Su stood behind the pittosporum pruned into a spherical shape and watched them leave, tears bursting from his eyes.

I filmed three scenes in a row in the morning, each scene lasting about an hour. Ni Bingyan cried until her eyes hurt. Thinking that there would be another crying scene in the afternoon, she hurriedly returned to the RV, closed the curtains, and slept peacefully. A nap.

After she finished recuperating, the afternoon drama began again.

In this scene, she hid in the cemetery and cried, crying for her parents' injustice, crying for her own fate, and crying for her dead brother.

Then the forensic guy, the person she was having an affair with, came over to persuade her.

Ni Bingyan doesn't understand why this kind of TV series also has romance elements.

Then there’s the traffic password. Wouldn’t it be weird to fall in love in a cemetery?

She felt uncomfortable, and Gao Junhui, who was used to playing the role of a domineering boss, couldn't stand it even more.

"Ka! Ka Ka Ka!"

"Number one male! This is the girl you like! Are you looking at pig ears? Can you stop being so greasy?! You are a cold and wise forensic doctor! Not the greasy uncle who sells pork at the entrance of the village!"

Ni Bingyan: "..."

The vocabulary is so rich, why not write about it? I want to be a director.

Did the meat seller offend you?

"And you! Han Su! You are a girl with a weak heart now! The person you like comes to comfort you, and you have this look in your eyes? Where is your love? Aren't you moved? You are so ignorant that you are not enlightened. When will you be able to do it? Single?!”

Ni Bingyan wanted to say that she really didn't dare to move at all.

Who knows how many invisible onlookers are eating melon here?

Talking about love in front of so many people, even though you know it is fake, is still embarrassing, right?

Seeing the embarrassment on her face, Li Yiru directly chased her away: "You guys, stay away from me! Take a look and watch it slowly when the TV station broadcasts it! You can watch it on ten TVs at the same time!"

Seeing her getting angry, everyone hurriedly rubbed their noses and walked away.

It's quite rare for someone to film a movie in the cemetery, but it's a pity that they are not allowed to watch it.

It's such a pity that the actress, such a beautiful girl, was so yelled at by this overlord that she couldn't even breathe.

Ni Bingyan didn't know that he had become a pitiful little person in people's eyes, but he was still adjusting his emotions!

As time went by, she discovered that the love in her eyes was up to the mark when she looked at the forensic doctor as a stack of walking renminbi.

After filming this scene, we continued filming the scene where Han Su was visited by her parents.

According to the plot, Han Su worked the night shift last night. She was supposed to have a day off today, but she didn't make it because of the unexpected encounter with her brother.

I went to the cemetery to vent, and then talked about life and philosophy with the forensic guy. Before I knew it, it was too late.

As dusk fell, she hurriedly left with her bag, but met her father and mother squatting at the gate.

Seeing that they were squatting on her, the couple hurriedly blocked her way.

"Xiao Su!"

"Mother's good girl!"

Han Su had never seen her parents show such surprised expressions to her, and she was a little dazed when they grabbed her arms.

Just when she didn't know what to say, she heard her mother cry and laugh: "Your brother is really worried. Before he left, he guided us to find you!"

Han Su's expression suddenly turned cold.

She remembered her childhood.

When she got first place in the exam, her parents didn't praise her, but her brother.

"As expected of your sister, she is as smart as you!"

During the Chinese New Year, my younger brother broke the bowl and the whole family clapped together:

"As expected of my son! Shaanxiang is safe! This is a good idea!"

She was still young at that time. When she saw this, she deliberately pushed a bowl to the ground and smashed it into pieces with a "pop".

As a result, my mother gave me a backhand slap: "You are such a big person, you can't even hold a bowl!"

If it hadn't been for the Chinese New Year that day, she probably wouldn't have been able to eat, and her mother would have punished her to stand in the corner.



In the past, young actors would play the roles, and when editing later, they would be made to look like memories.

Ni Bingyan has already entered the play, and her mind is filled with these memories, as if she grew up from such a little girl.

"open!"

She scolded with a cold face.

"Don't let go!"

"where are you going?"

She said nothing, broke away from their hands, and walked out as hard as she could.

She is no longer the weak child she was when she was a child, and her parents are no longer as strong as they once were. Trying to control her when she goes crazy is just a delusion!

Father Han caught up with her and wanted to slap her, but Mother Han immediately grabbed his hand - they were too old to have more children, and now they only had one child, and they had to count on her to support them in their old age!

"We just buried your brother this afternoon. We don't know where to stay tonight. It's just me and your dad. We can still bear it. Your grandparents..."

Han Su ignored her and ran away.

"Pass!"

I started shooting this scene after dinner, and it took five shots back and forth before it was approved.

After finishing work, I changed my clothes and took off my makeup. When I looked at the time, it was already ten o'clock.

The parking lot was a bit far away. Ni Bingyan had to urinate urgently, so he went to the toilet.

The funeral home was very quiet at night, and the people crying in the mourning hall probably couldn't cry anymore and were all resting.

Thinking that no matter how fanatical the fans were, they would not chase her into the toilet of the funeral home, Duanmu Li waited for her outside the toilet.

They will sleep in the RV tonight, so there is no need to leave in a hurry. Wang Biao is going to stay in a hotel and has just left with other staff members.

After going to the toilet, Ni Bingyan washed his hands in the mirror. As he washed, tears welled up in his eyes.

They say there are no bad parents, but why do children born to the same parents receive completely different treatment just because of their different genders?

As the one who is rejected, how can you not complain? How can you not hate it?

A good girl could have applied for a better school and a better major in the college entrance examination, but she was forced by reality and in order to successfully escape from that family, she chose a college and studied anti-corrosion and plastic surgery.

During her internship, she saw a corpse for the first time, and she had nightmares for many days.

There was a boy who liked her. When he heard about her profession, he silently withdrew his extended hand and never contacted her again.

One time, after working a night shift, she was too exhausted and accidentally said goodbye to someone, and her nose was almost broken...

How is a son better than a daughter?

Just because it can carry on the family line?

If you think about it more viciously, a son's son may not necessarily be his son, but a daughter's son must be her son. The so-called blood inheritance, can't a daughter do it?

Doesn’t it mean that you can’t have children if you don’t get married? !

She looked in the mirror and thought a little angrily.

She knew that she was too involved in the drama and couldn't adjust her mood for a while, so she bent down and washed her face with water.

This week's scenes haven't been filmed yet, so keeping it this way is conducive to filming, and she's not in a hurry to leave.

On a June day, cold water was not too cold when poured on her face. She wanted to stop her tears quickly and calm down her emotions a little.

He straightened up and was about to wipe his face when he saw a girl standing next to him.

Unprepared, Ni Bingyan was startled!

Before she could exclaim, the girl asked her: "Why are you crying?"

Ni Bingyan didn't answer. He wiped his face and looked at her.

The girl was wearing a white coat, with an indifferent look on her face. She wore no jewelry, only a silver watch.

Ni Bingyan knew that she was the forensic doctor at the funeral home.

The screenwriter changed the play last week. Because he didn't understand some knowledge, the crew hired this professional as a consultant. Ni Bingyan only met him once from a distance.

"Did you feel a lot of psychological pressure while filming this movie?"

Sensing her kindness, Ni Bingyan no longer remained silent and nodded lightly.

For her who had to be strong all her life and hide from others when she cried, it was not easy to admit her weakness to a stranger.

"Would you like me to recommend a psychiatrist for you? You may need psychological counseling."

People in this industry can also relieve themselves through mutual encouragement among colleagues. After working for a long time, they can become numb or get used to it. She is just an actor, so it is better to see a psychologist.

It is not that easy to reconcile with the world.

"No thanks."

In fact, she has been seeing a psychiatrist since last week.

The psychiatrist was an expert that Wei Shujie asked someone to find. He was very capable and she didn't need to change him.

Seeing that her attitude was not warm, the man left directly.

But when he reached the door of the toilet, he couldn't help it and turned around.

"Actually, I am a fan of yours, and your views are particularly to my liking. I hope you will continue to keep a clear mind and move forward firmly and persistently. I don't want you to have any psychological problems because of this drama."

Ni Bingyan had no choice but to sigh and tell her: "Thank you for your concern. I already have a psychiatrist. If necessary, I will definitely ask you for help."

The man's mouth curled up slightly, he put his hands in his pockets, turned around and left.

So cool!

Ni Bingyan has seen too many schemes since she was a child, and she especially cherishes those who are really good to her. Seeing that she was about to leave, she couldn't help but ask, "Excuse me, what's your name?"

The man waved his hand without looking back: "You can call me Kata."

Ni Bingyan is still wondering. In the past, I only heard that barbers like to have English names. Is this also popular in the forensic field now?

The forensic lady had already taken advantage of the night and walked away.

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