Speaking of all that happened back then, Liu Fengyun burst into tears. More than twenty years have passed, and all the events of the past are still vivid in my mind. Everything seems to have happened yesterday, and the heartbreaking feeling is naturally indescribable.
"Aunt Chu told me that in the past three years, Ah Xue had been chanting sutras and worshiping Buddha, and rarely left the door. She rarely ate the food that Aunt Chu ordered people to send. Ah Xue's body was getting worse day by day. Until she died Before, he kept shouting my name.”
"As you can imagine, I left her without saying goodbye, which made her depressed. I chose to leave, but Axue endured the sorrow of separation for three years. After I figured it out, I wanted to be desperate. But it’s still a step too late.”
"Aunt Chu didn't stop me from taking away Ah Xue's body. She also gave me Ah Xue's purple jade flute. I brought Ah Xue back to Fengyun Manor. Here is the sea of lavender flowers, It was her favorite at the time. She must be happy to be able to sleep here."
"I erected this tombstone for her. The beloved wife on the tombstone was my promise to her. Unfortunately, I broke my promise in the end. When I figured everything out, I wanted to marry her regardless of ethics. By the time, she was no longer here.”
"Axue was in Xiaoxiang Pavilion, and the ancient Buddha Qingdeng died in depression. But I left her and wandered alone. I have been escaping, and I have never dared to face it. My father died because of us, and Axue... I died in depression. I’m sorry for my father, and I’m even more sorry for Ashue.”
Liu Fengyun roared to the sky, and a sharp sword energy burst out from his body. The surrounding cherry blossom trees were instantly shaken by it, and all the petals on the branches were scattered. The cherry blossom tree, which was originally lush and leafy, turned into dead branches in an instant.
A blood-red light flashed in Liu Fengyun's eyes. He changed from the sad state just now, and his eyes were filled with anger. His eyes gradually turned blood red. At this time, Liu Fengyun seemed like a bloodthirsty demon.
This sea of lavender flowers was left in a mess by his overwhelming sword energy. Liu Fengyun was bathed in the petals of the sky, and his whole body was filled with sword energy. The spirit deer in the sea of flowers also fled in all directions, they were all very scared.
Liu Shanhe committed suicide due to guilt, and Liu Yixue died in depression. Everything that happened back then also became Liu Fengyun's inner demon. Liu Fengyun's character will change drastically once he thinks of all that happened back then. If it weren't for this inner demon, his current achievements would probably be more than this.
Inner demons are a difficult problem on the path of spiritual practice. In fact, the biggest enemy in life is always yourself. Who has no regrets? Who doesn’t have a knot in his heart? The inner demon is the other self deep inside.
Once the inner demon grows and grows, it will replace the original self. Your original consciousness will dissipate or be sealed by the inner demon. Only by suppressing it with your own will can you prevent the growth of inner demons.
Liu Fengyun vented some vents and gradually calmed down the anger in his heart. His eyes gradually returned to clarity. The anger in his eyes disappeared in a flash, and was replaced by deep sadness. He touched the tombstone again, as if stroking Liu Yixue's hair.
Today, I talked about too many past events with Feng Luochen, which made me a little emotional. The death of Liu Yixue for many years has always been a knot in Liu Fengyun's heart and has always been his regret.
At this moment, Liu Fengyun's original long black hair suddenly turned white. The long white hair flutters in the wind, as if it is full of vicissitudes and helplessness.
Perhaps this change in hair color also represents the beauty's departure. Or it may mean that his originally fiery heart has become silent forever. Maybe it's a moment of beauty, but it's just a blink of an eye. Although I am not yet old, my head is graying first. I don’t regret meeting each other in my dream, I just regret that the memory is too hasty.
Although we are not destined to be together in this life, we do not regret getting to know him. Maybe everything is fate, everything is God's will. It was as if God had played a huge joke on Liu Fengyun.
Who would have thought? The lover who joins hands in the world of mortals is actually his long-lost sister? When the truth comes, they can only hide their love deep in their hearts. One person became a nun and the other person wielded a sword to the end of the world. Maybe if we have scriptures and swords by our side every day, we can forget each other.
In fact, sometimes, the more you want to forget someone, the harder it is to forget it. The more you distract yourself, try to forget about the other person. But any clues or disturbances, as long as there is a trace of connection with the other party. It will remind you again of every bit of the past.
No matter ten years, a hundred years, or a thousand years have passed. When the person you have been dreaming about appears in front of you again. That moment will break everything in the present. Because some people, no matter how long has passed or how deeply they are hidden, can never be forgotten.
"If it had been at the beginning, I would have known that she would die in depression. Why should I use my sword to deceive myself and forget you. I will accompany you and walk the rest of the road together. Even if I can't be with you. You are married together."
All the love in heaven and earth has gone gray, and the world has no intention of vicissitudes of life. If there were emotions in the world, they would be burdened by emotions and even have gray hair. Perhaps the most difficult thing to let go of in the world is the word love that lingers in your heart.
Liu Fengyun was moved by the scenery, and so was Feng Luochen. Feng Fangfei in his previous life was the most beloved in his heart. The union between a human and a demon will be punished by God, and they are destined not to be together. Even if Feng Luochen was angry and fought against the sky, it would be in vain in the end.
Even in this life, he can really defeat the way of heaven. But Feng Fangfei has passed away for thousands of years. Even though he stands at the top of the six realms, it is difficult to exchange for that moment back then.
Feng Luochen sighed slightly, and his mood was extremely low. Regardless of his past life and this life, he has already understood that fame and fortune are like clouds. But he still couldn't understand the word "love". Perhaps it was his obsession that allowed him to remain alive and reincarnate.
Liu Fengyun gradually calmed down, and looked at the mess everywhere, and he smiled helplessly. I saw him waving his sleeves, and the sea of lavender flowers returned to its original state. The owner of Fengyun Manor can naturally change everything in Fengyun Manor according to his own wishes.
In Fengyun Manor, illusion and reality actually coexist. The sea of lavender flowers planted by Liu Yixue has been in decline for many years. The sea of lavender flowers at this time was all transformed by Liu Fengyun's thoughts. The same is true for the cherry blossom trees inside.
But the spiritual deer and colorful butterflies among them do exist. Liu Yixue's body naturally slept under this sea of lavender flowers. Illusion can coexist with reality, which is enough to show how extraordinary this Fengyun Village is.
"Uncle, please forgive me. Everything in the past is gone, why don't you let it go? If my aunt was still alive, she wouldn't want to see you like this. The regrets of the past have become your inner demons. If you are not careful, you will go crazy."
"Of course I know about this calamity of inner demons. It's just that some people and some things can't be forgotten if they want to. Maybe it's not that I can't forget, but I just don't want to forget."
There was a hint of worry in Feng Luochen's eyes. Liu Fengyun smiled casually and waved his hand to express that he didn't care. He glanced at Liu Yixue's tombstone, his eyes full of tenderness. Maybe he would rather die than forget the love in his heart.
"During the three years when I was sword-wielding in the world of mortals, I practiced my sword crazily. I tried to pursue the ultimate in swordsmanship to forget about Ashue. It was during those three years that I broke through to the realm of the Heavenly Lord. Although I cultivated Great progress, but my longing for Ashue has not weakened at all."
"It was during those three years that Su Xin married your father. Although your father was a bit pedantic, he was sincere to your mother. After A Xue passed away, I didn't know where to go, so I simply Live in seclusion by the West Lake."
"I don't like to interact with people. I just want to accompany Axue here silently. Su Xin often comes to see me, but it's a pity that my father and Axue are both gone. Chen'er, what are your plans for the future? So-called A good man has his ambitions in all directions, but in the city of Hangzhou, he can't achieve much in his practice."
Liu Fengyun put his hands behind his back, sighed slightly, and adjusted his mood. But there was a hint of sadness in his eyes. He looked at Feng Luochen, who smiled slightly.
"Uncle, now that I have reached the realm of Taoism, it's time to go out for a walk. There are many famous mountains and rivers in the human world, as well as many secret and dangerous places. I'm going to go out and explore and find my own opportunities."
Feng Luochen actually had a plan in mind. If you want to improve your cultivation, you cannot rest on your laurels. Because the improvement of cultivation level not only requires abundant spiritual energy, but also needs to improve the state of mind. And experience in the world of mortals is the best way to improve your state of mind.
"Before, I have taught you the Aotian Divine Sword Art. But the Aotian Sword Intent is still in the Ten Thousand Swords Cave. The Aotian Divine Sword Art without the Aotian Sword Intent is actually not complete. Now your Aotian Divine Sword Technique only has its form, but not its spirit."
"If you don't have a good place to go for the time being, you might as well go to Jade Dragon Snow Mountain first. The ruins of Tianjianmen are in the abyss of Jade Dragon Snow Mountain. You can go to Wanjian Cave to understand the meaning of Aotian Sword. With your Qualifications will definitely benefit you a lot.”
As soon as Liu Fengyun finished speaking, a light flashed in his hand, and then a long sword with a simple shape appeared. This sword is about three feet long, with a cold light and a blade like frost and snow. And on the sword body, there are two seal characters-----Chixiao.
This sword is the Chixiao Sword, one of the ten most famous swords in the human world. Tens of thousands of years ago, Ling Tianjian relied on this sword to dominate the world with few opponents. It wasn't until tens of thousands of years later that Liu Fengyun accidentally broke into the Wanjian Cave and pulled it out from the stone tablet.
Liu Fengyun gently stroked the sword body, causing Chixiao Sword to roar. He smiled slightly and then threw the Scarlet Sky Sword to Feng Luochen. Feng Luochen subconsciously took it, and the sword energy in his body glowed faintly, as if it resonated with the Red Sky Sword.
