When he really hung his neck on the knife edge, the fear of the unknown was greater than the embarrassment, and Jiang Xichen couldn't shed tears.
The body lay stiffly in a line, extremely tight.
She and Yu Jin have always walked together since they were young.
When Yu Yanzhou occasionally came to pick up Yu Jin from school, Jiang Xichen met him frequently.
Every time, Yu Yanzhou is a steady neighbor brother who doesn't talk much.
She never thought that he would have such thoughts about her.
He never thought that one day, she would be...
Jiang Xichen closed his eyes tightly and tried his best to let his mind wander and not think about his current situation.
She just thought she was in a beauty salon for massage and body care.
I hypnotized myself for a while, and it really had some effect.
Jiang Xichen's breathing became lighter, and then he felt that time became less difficult.
A shadow suddenly appeared on the top of her head, followed by the faint fragrance of tea leaves that enveloped her.
Quiet but not ordinary, meticulous and meticulous, it is very similar to the wind blowing in Yujiayuan's house.
"Open your eyes."
Yu Yanzhou's voice sounded directly above her head.
Jiang Xichen was startled, and his body that had just relaxed became stiff again.
The long eyelashes trembled twice, like a dying butterfly using its life to flap its wings for the last time.
It moved slightly, but it didn't fly after all.
From Yu Yanzhou's top-down perspective, the girl's eyes were still tightly closed.
The white and tender eyebrows squeezed out a few folds because she closed her eyes too hard, silently announcing her resistance and patience.
He was not in a hurry to make the next move, and patiently helped her gather the messy hair around her temples.
"If you don't want to, it's not too late to end everything now."
For the first time in his life, Jiang Xichen understood so thoroughly what gentle cruelty was.
It was probably Yu Yanzhou who was doing gentle things with the gentlest tone.
She was left alone, in a dilemma, facing the cruelty of dancing on the tip of a knife.
If it ended now, all her humility, pleading, determination, and humiliation in putting food on the table would be in vain.
There was no way she could make such a stupid choice and let herself fall into that situation.
Taking a deep breath, Jiang Xichen had no other choice and opened his eyes resignedly.
Yu Yanzhou was also looking at her. The man's shoulders were very broad and his arms were supporting her sides. He easily enveloped her in his arms like a trapped animal.
He maintained this top-down angle and looked at Jiang Xichen who opened her eyes for a while, then lowered his head and tried to kiss her.
Jiang Xichen panicked and subconsciously turned his head away when he approached.
After doing this action, her heart skipped a beat again, fearing that Yu Yanzhou would be angry.
However, Yu Yanzhou seemed not to be greatly affected. He kissed her smoothly on her cheeks, chin, neck, side of neck, collarbone, and under the collarbone...
After a while, Yu Yanzhou asked her, "Are you afraid?"
His voice was as clean as ever, and it didn't sound like he was doing anything bad at all.
It seemed that he was still the big brother next door who was waiting outside the school. He took her home on the way and said with a slight smile, "Be careful on the road."
Jiang Xichen resented his duplicity. At this point, her pride and dignity had been shattered into pieces, so she sulked back to him:
"If you want to do it, do it quickly and don't talk so much nonsense."
During adolescence, Jiang Xichen was restless and curious about the opposite sex.
She has had no shortage of suitors since she was a child, and she has naturally had several boyfriends.
It's just that she is proud and feels that those people are not worthy of her, so she has never crossed the line with those people.
At that time, Jiang Xichen, who was aloof and looked down upon everyone, would not have expected that he would be like this.
It's so undignified that people can roll it into a ball, flatten it, and manipulate it as they please.
Her answer obviously did not satisfy Yu Yanzhou.
Therefore, the gentle treatment that belonged to the little girl was cancelled.
…
During the whole process, Yu Yanzhou was looking at her round eyes with interest.
He wouldn't let her close it, so she could only keep it open.
Maybe Jiang Xichen didn't even know that her eyes at this time showed no sign of weakness at all.
Her big, round and bright eyes were extremely stubborn, with a hint of purity in her mouth, and she looked at him with watery eyes, as if she was very unconvinced.
She looked very strong, but when he lowered his head to kiss her again, Jiang Xichen just blinked aggrievedly and let him kiss her obediently, no longer hiding like before.
People are instinctively afraid of bad situations. Jiang Xichen was a little hurt and confused, and just hoped that it would end as soon as possible.
