Wang Qiu was used to his perfunctory behavior, and he couldn't help but feel a little disappointed in his heart.
Qin Chupei said to Wang Qiu halfway: "Find an aunt who specializes in cooking. You will be too tired."
Wang Qiu just smiled bitterly.
In fact, Wang Qiu didn't know how to cook before getting married, but after getting married, he started to take care of the children. He didn't have Qin Chupei's love, so he devoted all his efforts to the children.
In order to ensure that her child eats well, she started making complementary foods herself when Qin Muheng was six months old. Until now, she sometimes rolls all home-cooked dishes, pasta, and even noodles herself.
After dinner, Qin Chupei picked up his coat and left. Before leaving, he said to Qin Muheng, "There's something going on at dad's company. You listen to mom at home."
Qin Muheng gave him a big smile: "I understand, Dad, you have worked hard too."
Seeing Qin Muheng's look, Wang Qiu suddenly felt like crying. She put down her chopsticks and turned around, wiping her tears while inadvertently clearing away the dishes.
Before going to bed, Wang Qiu thought about Qin Muheng's childhood. At that time, he was not very good at it. He cried all day long and wanted to find his father. When he didn't go well outside, he started to behave and roll around.
Once in a shopping mall, because the last rocket toy was bought by another child, I lay on the ground crying for more than an hour.
At that time, Wang Qiu stood aside and watched him. Later, when he got tired of standing, he sat down on a chair not far away to rest.
Finally, tired of crying, he stood up and got into Wang Qiu's arms, holding him all the way.
But now Qin Muheng is so sensible that it makes people feel distressed. I can't even remember when he suddenly became sensible.
Wang Qiu was so sad that his heart was broken. He had obviously shed all his tears over the years. Even if Qin Chupei didn't come back once a month, Wang Qiu wouldn't think there was a big problem, let alone make a fuss about it.
But when he thought of what he said to himself before, "Mom, my dad went to find that woman," he felt extremely sad.
When he said that, there was no anger or hatred on his face, just a normal and unusual expression.
It seems that it is a matter of course that his father goes to find another woman, as if he has long forgotten that he cried and argued that the father in the class is at home every day, but why is his father not at home? As if all this is just ordinary. things.
But when Qin Chupei left today, his big smile revealed his loneliness and sadness.
Wang Qiu knows that smile best.
Over the years, every time she went back to her parents' home, every time she met guests, every time she was asked about it by outsiders, she always smiled like that.
It seems harmless, but in fact, it has already become numb inside.
But Wang Qiu couldn't accept that Qin Muheng would have such a smile on his face. He was only eleven years old, and it was when he was a rebellious teenager, but he was so sensible that it made people feel sad.
Wang Qiu was sitting in front of the bed. The ashtray on the windowsill was full of cigarettes.
The tears on her face fell on her pajamas drop by drop. She had used more than half a pack of tissues and still couldn't wipe them away.
Wang Qiu suddenly felt the complicated mood when Qin Muheng said to him that night, "Mom, divorce him, you are still young."
No one would advise their parents to separate unless there is no trace of love between their parents.
From the first time he met Qin Chupei to now, Wang Qiu has been in love with him for fourteen years.
