Zhang Yongsheng nodded and said: "According to what you said, I am also without talent. I used to be very diligent, but no matter how hard I tried, it was useless. Then I simply gave up and followed Zhao Yunfei to play around, feeling that I was not studying. materials, wasting time."
Bai Zhixuan persuaded: "Actually, you can't say that. It's just that everyone has different talents. My grandfather is the most particular about teaching students in accordance with their aptitude and never forces me to study. Moreover, he is the most opposed to this kind of question-answering training. In his opinion, the only way to learn is through question-answering. College students are pedantic and of limited use to society.”
Zhang Yongsheng smiled and said: "I heard from Zhou Lanbing that you are very talented in dancing. His mother often praised you when she was here and thought you could become an excellent dancer."
Bai Zhixuan nodded and said: "That's right, I have some talent, a little better than other girls. In fact, in terms of perceptual cognition, my talent is very good. In addition to dancing, singing, and painting, including literature and language. It's passable. But when it comes to math, physics and chemistry, I'm blind."
Zhang Yongsheng praised: "You are versatile, but I am not good at any subject. Now I can only earn some face in sports. Before junior high school, I was short and weak in sports. I was always bullied. At that time, I was always bullied. You have to rely on Zhao Yunfei to protect you, otherwise you will be beaten every day."
Bai Zhixuan sighed: "Actually, I envy the three of you. We have a really good relationship and we often play together. Since my parents divorced, I have been alone. I also suffered from depression when I was a child. If it weren't for Teacher Lan Take care of me, I’ll probably die.”
Zhang Yongsheng had heard some things about Bai Zhixuan and enlightened her: "Don't always think about the past, it will become more and more uncomfortable. Aren't you very good now? You have no worries about your life and future. And A few good friends. It’s rare to have so many friends here at a birthday party.”
Bai Zhixuan shook her head and said: "Don't look at the many people who came that day, but in fact there are not many reliable people among them. Some are after my father's money, some are after my people, and some are looking to see if they can take advantage of the opportunity to break into the circle. Get on the line. People nowadays are very realistic and can’t afford to be early if there is no profit.”
Zhang Yongsheng said thoughtfully: "Where are Yu Jie and Mei Xinyue? They should be your best friends. I heard that you have been together since junior high school."
Bai Zhixuan said lonely: "They just get along, neither good nor bad. Although they have been friends for several years, they can't think of being together. The three of us have our own thoughts, unlike the three of you. I I envy you very much. You all regard each other as brothers in your heart, sharing blessings and suffering together."
Zhang Yongsheng could see that Bai Zhixuan was actually very lonely. On the surface, she looks generous and generous, and has friends everywhere, but in fact, it is just a connection of interests. These friends have small calculations in their minds, and it will not be very comfortable to interact with them, let alone be as heart-to-heart as Zhang Yongsheng.
Zhang Yongsheng couldn't dissuade this kind of thing, so he could only say: "Actually, this is also normal. Isn't that how most people make friends? How many friends can you get along with in society? You don't have to take it to heart. Zhao Yunfei and I are special cases, we have been here since elementary school and have become accustomed to it."
Bai Zhixuan sighed and said: "I know everything you said, but sometimes I always feel very uncomfortable and feel unhappy if I don't vomit. The main reason why I keep you here today is to find someone you can talk to. I am the only one living in this house. It’s so deserted when I go in and out, sometimes I’m afraid of coming back.”
Zhang Yongsheng smiled and said: "If you have something on your mind that makes you panic, just talk to me. I don't have any merits. I'm just an optimist and very open-minded. Maybe it's because I was used to being bullied when I was a child and I suffered too many blows. I have a strong ability to withstand blows, but people say I live a heartless life."
The two chatted for more than an hour before going back to their rooms to sleep in the early hours of the morning. During this period, Liang Aiping called, and Zhang Yongsheng said a few words casually and hung up. Bai Zhixuan was very curious about this. Zhang Yongsheng said that his parents asked him to take care of his neighbor aunt, but Bai Zhixuan didn't ask any more questions.
That night, Bai Zhixuan stayed in the master bedroom on the second floor, and Zhang Yongsheng slept in the second bedroom next door. There was a wall between them. Maybe because all the words in her heart were spit out, Bai Zhixuan slept very well and slept until dawn. Zhang Yongsheng spent the night at Bai Zhixuan's house for the first time, and soon calmed down and fell asleep.
As soon as Zhang Yongsheng got up the next morning, he heard noises downstairs. When he went downstairs, he saw Bai Zhixuan already busy in the kitchen. She wore a pair of elegant pajamas of colorful colors, revealing a pair of long white legs, which were dazzling in the rising sun, making Zhang Yongsheng a little dizzy.
Bai Zhixuan got up early and went to the cafeteria of No. 1 Middle School to buy some breakfast. After taking it home, she divided it into two portions. She put breakfast on the table and saw Zhang Yongsheng appearing at the door of the kitchen. She quickly got Zhang Yongsheng washing utensils and urged him to wash up quickly and have breakfast.
It can be seen that Bai Zhixuan is in a good mood, with a smile on her face, and she does not have the lonely mentality she had during the chat last night. Maybe it was the enlightenment last night that made her feel much more relaxed. She didn't want to put on airs like she usually did when dealing with people.
After washing up, the two had breakfast together. Bai Zhixuan smiled and said, "How did you sleep last night? In fact, you can sleep a little longer. Today is Sunday and there are no classes, so you don't have to get up early."
Zhang Yongsheng smiled and replied: "You, the host, are up. Can I, the guest, still sleep? In fact, I slept well and woke up a little later than usual. I see that you are in good spirits today and feel relaxed." I have learned a lot, and I am not as airy as before.”
Bai Zhixuan said coquettishly: "What does it mean to be arrogant? I call it fan'er. If you have anything to do at home, just be relaxed. When you go out, you have to be more arrogant. It's an image issue."
Zhang Yongsheng advised: "Are you too tired from living? Can't you be more casual? You are just a high school student and not a big shot. You don't have to act like this all the time."
Bai Zhixuan sighed and said: "Actually, I'm used to it. You want me to be naked, but I still feel uncomfortable. If a woman wants to have a good image, she must not only make up and dress carefully, but also speak and behave appropriately. You are If you’re used to it, you naturally don’t care much about it.”
"Is image so important?" Zhang Yongsheng was puzzled by this. He saw that Liang Aiping also spent a lot of time on makeup and dressing up every day, and required different clothes every day. It’s so tiring to live this way, and I have to get up at least an hour earlier than ordinary people to put on makeup.
"Of course it's important." Bai Zhixuan said matter-of-factly: "If you want to be respected in society, image is the first priority. This is a world where faces are important. People can tell by looking at your face and the way you dress. Show your status. As long as the first impression is good, everything you do will be more effective."
Zhang Yongsheng disagrees with this: "This way of living is too tiring, and I can't stand it. I'm a casual person, so I can just make do with it. I don't have to say much."