Woo——
An old-fashioned green train drove on the tracks and made a long chirp.
Jiang Fan sat in the carriage, quietly looking at the scenery outside the window.
His hometown is a remote small county without high-speed rail, so he can only take this kind of train.
The journey of more than 200 kilometers takes nearly three hours.
Jiang Fan remembered that when he left his hometown to go to college in Star City, he took this train.
The world is a circle, and people always circulate in this circle.
It feels quite interesting.
Suddenly, there was a "ding" and news came.
Jiang Fan withdrew his gaze, opened his phone and took a look.
On WeChat, my mother Li Dongmei sent a voice message.
Jiang Fan reached out and opened it.
"Yao'er, my mother's soles have peeled recently and she can't walk. I'll take a picture for you. You said last time that you can buy medicine directly online. It's quite cheap. You can also consult a doctor for free. Please help me ask the doctor. I Do you need any medicine for your feet?"
Just as Jiang Fan finished listening to the voice message, his mother sent a photo.
A dirty khaki paw with peeling skin everywhere.
Moreover, it was very severely peeled, with pits and pits, and the flesh could be seen in some places, showing a pale blood color.
Moreover, there were cracks in the toe joints.
There were two cuts, and they were very deep, as if they were about to split the sole of the foot into two halves at any time.
All in all, the whole foot feels like it's almost rotten.
This photo shocked Jiang Fan.
"Mom, I will buy you medicine now."
After replying, Jiang Fan quickly opened the good group, bought some ointment, and placed an order.
Later, Jiang Fan sent a message.
"Mom, I've already bought the medicine. Just wait twenty minutes and someone will deliver it to your home. Just open the door when you hear someone knocking on the door."
Soon, my mother responded with a voice message.
Jiang Fan quickly opened it.
"Thank you, Yao'er, you are so filial. Mom will transfer a lot of money to you."
"No, just stay home and wait until I come back."
"Oh, my son is so filial and my mother is so happy."
The mother and son rarely communicated with each other on weekdays. Taking advantage of her son's help in buying medicine, Li Dongmei suddenly had a lot to say.
She kept these words in her heart most of the time and didn't know who to say them to.
Now, I really want to tell my son everything.
"Oh, Yao'er, mom is not very old, but she always feels old. There are young people in the factory who are in their twenties and thirties. They all think that mom is in her fifties or sixties. They all play together on weekdays. Talking about mom. They say you are so old, why are you still working? Your children won’t support you."
"But Yao'er, my mother knows that you are the most filial, and she will definitely enjoy the blessings with you. Yao'er, you don't know that the weather is hot now, and there is no air conditioning in the workshop. There are only two big fans blowing, and you have to walk around. . Not to mention mom, even the young people can’t stand it. They left a group of people, but recruited a new group of people. But mom is not afraid of hardship. Mom still has a youngest son, and our youngest son will definitely have a future."
"Oh, my mother's feet really can't walk anymore, so she took a few days off. Your uncle will be doing thirty-six next month and needs a favor. Maybe next month, my mother can only send you three hundred yuan for living expenses. .
"Yao'er, I'm sorry, mom is useless, don't you blame mom?"
"..."
Hearing these voices one after another, Jiang Fan felt his chest hurt more and more.
It was as if there were needles one after another pricking into my heart.
He sat there, gasping for air.
Jiang Fan hasn't had an emotion for a long, long time.
"I'm sorry, Mom."
Feeling guilty, he sent a message.
Soon, my mother responded with a voice message.
"How can you be sorry to your mother, Yao'er? You are the most filial child in the world, and you are my mother's hope. You were admitted to college, and your mother was overjoyed. My mother believes in you, Yao'er, and you will definitely succeed in the future, mother. I will definitely enjoy happiness with you."
After listening, Jiang Fan did not reply.
His eyes were already moist, and a tear fell instantly.
This was the first tear he shed when he came to this world.
I can actually cry?
It seems that no matter how many lives I practice, there are some things that I can never let go of.
Blood is thicker than water, and the love of flesh and blood is itself a great path in the world.
How can we give up?
Unknowingly, Jiang Fan fell into memories.
His parents divorced when he was very young.
His father basically didn't care about him, and his mother worked hard to raise him alone.
In Jiang Fan's heart, his mother is a particularly great person.
And she is very kind and always thinks of others.
I don’t know how many people I have helped in my life.
During the holidays, if an elderly household in the village has a child that doesn’t come back, the mother will go and visit them.
If someone died suddenly in any house, if it was someone she knew, my mother would cry secretly alone at night.
This kindness deeply infected me.
It was as if a seed, the source of truth and goodness, had been planted in his heart.
So since childhood, Jiang Fan has been a kind and sensible child.
I remember when I was a child, there was an old woman near my hometown. Her husband and children were gone, and she lived alone in a dilapidated mud house.
When she has nothing to do, she will go to the garbage dump and look through things.
So every time Xiao Jiangfan throws out garbage, if it is something useful, such as old clothes, torn quilts and the like.
He would find a bag, wrap them tightly, and put them next to the garbage pile.
Later, after going to school, Jiang Fan often helped his classmates and lent them a lot of school supplies.
When I was in junior high school, I came home from school one time.
I don’t know whose glass broke and didn’t clean it up.
A large amount of glass shards were scattered on the road, and vehicles coming and going had to give way.
After Jiang Fan saw it, he ran to the middle of the road and picked up all the broken glass, even cutting his hand.
But he didn't feel pain at that time, but felt very happy.
Later, when he entered high school, Jiang Fan started to fall in love.
I met Liang Yuxi, the first girl I fell in love with in my life.
Influenced by his mother, Jiang Fan is full of kindness towards everyone, especially girls.
Under the double good impression, he wanted to give half of all the good things in the world to Liang Yuxi.
Because I had a hard time growing up.
When he was very young, Jiang Fan made a vow in his heart.
When you grow up, you must be a responsible man.
Your own tragedy can only happen once, and it must never happen again to your own children.
I must get ahead and build a happy family.
Take good care of your wife and children, and prevent them from suffering or being wronged.
The family loves each other and lives a happy life.
At that time, Jiang Fan regarded Liang Yuxi as the person he had to take care of for the rest of his life.
This obsession was too deep, which led to a series of unfortunate deaths.
There is no way to tell the difference between right and wrong in this world.
It’s just fate that plays tricks on people.
Mother……
As Jiang Fan thought about it, his thoughts returned to his mother.
Thinking of her getting up early and working late at night, raising herself up to be so big.
She worked so hard, working in the factory, it was stuffy and hot.
Moreover, the other people in the factory are all young people, and there is a generation gap with her.
Most of the time, she was alone, helpless and with no one to talk to.
She rarely thought about herself in her life, and spent most of her energy on her youngest son.
How can there be any fun in such a life, where you are constantly suffering?
Her feet were almost rotten, so she thought of asking for leave.
If she takes leave, her salary will definitely be deducted. She doesn't have enough money to give her Yao'er living expenses.
She felt very guilty and useless, and even said sorry to her youngest son.
What she didn't know was that her youngest son was no longer what he had imagined due to the huge changes in his life.
Even not long ago, I spent 5 billion to buy a necklace, which was like water.
The more he thought about it, the more confused Jiang Fan became.
I'm a fucking beast!
There were a few passengers scattered in the empty carriage.
What they didn't notice was a young man sitting in the back row.
Disappeared quietly.
