I asked her what she wanted to talk about, but she didn't tell me directly. She just said we would go out first and then talk. Because we lived near the seaside, we went directly to the beach and chatted while walking.
"Jianjun, have you thought about getting married and having children in the future?" Xiaoye briefly chatted about other things as a girl, then suddenly the conversation changed and she asked me this.
"Ah? About getting married and having children?"
"Um."
"Take...think about it."
"I mean, have you thought about it during this time?"
"Well, I talked to my mom about it."
"Then what did you think about it? Can you tell me?"
"I...I mainly want to live here for a while and then think about it carefully after settling down, or we can consider it after we go to Europe and the United States. Don't you and Ranran both want to go to Europe and the United States? , don’t you like it here?”
"But going to European and American countries can't be solved in a short time. Can we discuss the marriage first?" When she said this, she might be a little embarrassed, Xiaoye lowered her head slightly, I At this time, I turned to look at her. Although it was night, there were some small shops on the beach. With the lights of the shops, I could see that she was already blushing.
I asked her with a smile: "Why did you suddenly tell me this? Did someone talk to you about something, or did something happen?"
"I...my dad called me and told me, and...and my aunt also talked to me."
"My mother?" I asked in surprise.
Xiao Ye nodded: "Yes."
"What did my mother tell you?"
"Also...I didn't say anything..." Xiaoye was a little shy, as if she was embarrassed to say it.
"Tell me, what did my mother tell you?"
"That is to say, in your village, some people have children when they are eighteen or nineteen years old. You are not young now, and you are not short of money. Should you give her a big fat grandson or something? Your mother still said that you I'm emotionally stupid and introverted. If you're embarrassed to say it, let me talk to you first, so..."
As she spoke, Xiaoye's voice became softer and quieter, and her head was buried even deeper.
I smiled and said, "My mother is really anxious to hold her grandson, but..."
I didn't finish the sentence because I didn't know what to say.
My dilemma is actually because of the short-haired girl. If the short-haired girl didn't ease the relationship with me, I might just talk to Xiaoye now, and then happily discuss the wedding day with her, and look forward to the future together, but now the short-haired girl The relationship between the girl and me is also somewhat special, and she also followed us abroad. We will definitely live together for the rest of our lives. If I have a clear relationship with Xiaoye now, what will happen to the short-haired girl?
Xiaoye didn't guess what I was thinking, she asked me: "Just what..."
I'm thinking about it now, and it's definitely not appropriate if I continue to be careless. After all, Xiaoye has taken such initiative, and this matter is indeed not something I can solve if I just keep putting it off. Sooner or later, I will have to face it, since Xiaoye has come to talk to me now. Yes, I was wondering if I should tell her.
"Tell me, it's just nothing." Seeing that I still didn't say anything, Xiaoye urged again.
"Do you know what Ranran is thinking right now?" I took the initiative to bring the short-haired girl out.
As soon as I mentioned the short-haired girl, Xiaoye seemed to understand something. She lowered her head and pondered for a moment, then said: "You...you have never wanted to confirm your relationship with me. Is it because of Ranran? You still have her in your heart." Really?"
I said truthfully: "I can't explain clearly. If I had to choose between you and her, I would probably choose you without hesitation. I also like you in my heart and want to marry you." Half my life, but now I'm a little afraid of hurting Ranran, I don't know if you understand what I mean."
"Well, I understand. It's like you came out of Bomi. You have always felt guilty for her. Now you are afraid of letting her experience the pain of being abandoned by you again, aren't you?"
"Well, more or less. If she had given up on me completely and was always indifferent to me like before, I might not think so much about it, but I believe you can see her attitude towards me now. It has to come out, right?”
"Well, I can see this, she still has you in her heart."
I smiled bitterly: "So, what do you think we should do now? Logically speaking, it is enough for us to like each other. We don't need to care about what she thinks or thinks. But I think that her parents are dead and she is alone abroad now. , and I hurt her so much back then, and I really can’t bear it now.”
"Alas." Xiaoye sighed: "What should we do? How about we wait a little longer? Anyway, I know you have me in your heart. At worst, I will wait for you for a year, two or even three years." Four years later, if I don’t like you anymore, can we be together again?”
I said that it would be good if that was the case, but I was afraid that she would always like me, which would prolong the time and make her feelings for me deeper, making it even harder to solve. After that, I asked Xiaoye, Wouldn't she be happy if he was so hesitant?
Xiaoye shook her head and said not at all. She said that she felt guilty about the short-haired girl about Bomi. To be honest, she was willing to give me to the short-haired girl.
I smiled and said, "Really, you are willing?"
"Um."
"Then it seems that I don't matter much in your heart. Just give it to others if you say so." I continued to tease.
"Oh...I didn't mean that..."
I continued to smile and asked her: "Then you gave me up to Ranran, what will you do? Are you going to find a new man?"
"No, it's fine for me to live alone in this life."
"Silly girl..." I reached out and touched Xiaoye's head: "I won't let you live alone, nor will I let you go there with others."
As soon as I said this, Xiaoye laughed, and I was muttering in my heart at this time. Xiaoye just said that if she gave me to a girl with short hair, she would be willing to give it to me. If she is so willing, then I will take care of them both at the same time. , I don’t know if she can accept it.
I really wanted to ask Xiaoye, but I couldn't muster the courage. At the end, Xiaoye suddenly said: "Oh, by the way, what do you think of polygamy here in Malay?"
When she asked me this, I muttered in my heart:
Is she hinting that she is with the girl with short hair?
Taking a deep breath, I said half-jokingly: "You don't want me to marry you and Ranran at the same time, do you?"
As soon as I said this, Xiaoye fell silent. She neither admitted nor denied, and her actions only deepened my suspicion. It seemed that she had also had thoughts about this.
After a long time, Xiaoye asked me: "What about you? Have you ever thought about marrying both of us at the same time?"
To be honest, I must have thought about it, but now I don’t dare to tell Xiaoye. I always feel that it seems too selfish and too unfocused on my relationship, so I said tactfully: "I just thought about taking care of you both at the same time. But I don’t think it’s appropriate to marry you two. Zhao Hu actually told me more than once that he should find a country where polygamy is allowed and marry you two at the same time. But I don’t think this is good for you. unfair."
"Sigh...it's fair and unfair. We have all experienced life and death together. In fact, I have looked away now and just regard it as making up for it. Of course, the premise is that she is willing."
As soon as Xiaoye said this, I couldn't help but laugh. If Xiaoye agreed, I felt that there was hope for this matter. However, I still pretended to feel sorry for Xiaoye and said, "This will make you feel wronged." , I still feel..."
"Oops." Xiaoye interrupted me: "While I'm still willing, don't take advantage of me and behave yourself. You must be very happy in your heart."
Since Xiaoye had exposed me, I had no choice but to stop pretending. I smiled and said, "Then I will give you a chance. Are you really willing to let me take care of you together? It's still too late for you to say no now. "
"I'm really willing, but I'm afraid Ranran won't." Xiao Ye said.
I said I was worried about this too. Xiaoye hesitated for a moment and said, "Otherwise, I'll go talk to her. If you talk to her, she might not be able to talk to you."
In fact, it’s really hard for me to chat with a girl with short hair. Xiaoye’s chatting with her can be regarded as helping me solve a big problem, so I’m naturally happy to see her.
"Okay, then you go and talk to her."
"Then let me call her now." Xiaoye said, taking out the phone.
I instantly became nervous: "Huh? You want to talk now?"
"Then how long are you going to wait?" Since I've told you about this now, let's get over it.
"That's okay."
Afterwards, Xiaoye called the short-haired girl, and soon the short-haired girl and Sister Yuan came over from the night market street. After that, I sat on the beach with Sister Yuan and chatted, while Xiaoye and the short-haired girl went to chat about our affairs. .
Sister Yuan is also a smart person. She also asked me if the two of us were talking about emotional matters. I said yes. Sister Yuan also said that if I could take care of them both at the same time, it would be a relatively perfect result. She would be done with it. He also jokingly said: "How about I go and talk to them too? Then you can take me in too. How about the three of us serving you together? Then I can give you a whole house of babies. What do you think?" "
I also said in a joking tone: "Forget it, I can't afford to raise so many children."
Sister Yuan also knew what I was thinking, snorted and pretended to be angry, and then chatted with me about other topics. Xiaoye and the short-haired girl chatted for a long time. They didn’t finish the conversation after half an hour. In fact, the more In this way, the more fun I feel, because if the short-haired girl is not willing, the topic will definitely be over as soon as Xiaoye opens her mouth. The fact that the conversation can last so long shows that the short-haired girl is also somewhat willing.
After another ten minutes, Xiaoye came over. When she was done, she said to Sister Yuan: "Sister, you go and continue playing with her. Jianjun and I will chat a little more."
Sister Yuan smiled mischievously and asked, "How's it going? Have you reached an agreement with her?"
Xiaoye just smiled shyly and said nothing. As soon as I saw Xiaoye's expression, I knew that the deal had been reached. At this time, the short-haired girl couldn't come over, so she was probably shy.
Soon, Sister Yuan and the girl with the short hair left. After they were done, Xiao Ye also told me that the girl with the short hair had not fully agreed yet, but it seemed that the problem should not be big, and that she would be given a few days to think about it.
Afterwards, Xiaoye and I talked a lot about emotional things and talked a lot about what was in our hearts. Anyway, after this free conversation, our relationship became better and more natural. In the subsequent process of getting along, we naturally became more ambiguous. And the feeling of being in love.
As for the short-haired girl, Xiaoye chatted with her again a few days later, and she finally agreed that she could marry me together with Xiaoye. After that, the three of us had a "heart-to-heart talk" for more than an hour, and finally this The matter was finally settled, and I breathed a sigh of relief. After all, the problem that had been bothering me for a long time was finally solved.
Moreover, I have both Xiaoye and a girl with short hair, so naturally it is a particularly happy thing for me.
It is said that after we reached an agreement, the short-haired girl's heartache was relieved. Her subsequent state was completely different, as if she had returned to the way she was when we first met. Seeing her change in state, I naturally also So happy for her.
This is the short-haired girl I know.
I lived in Malay for about half a year. When spring came next year, I found a relationship with Xiaoye, a girl with short hair, spent money, got a certificate in Malay, and immigrated to a European and American country in May. A happy and joyful time in seclusion.
But rest is rest, and we still can’t let go of our old profession. We plan to find some tombs from all over the world and explore them after we have rested for a while.
However, that is the task for the next stage.
And I currently have another urgent task, which is to give birth to a baby. My mother is even more anxious and urges me every day, so after more than a month of hard work, both Short-haired Girl and Xiaoye are pregnant.
In order to give the two women and the babies a better future, after discussing with Zhao Hu and the others, I plan to start a second tomb-robbing journey. However, I have to wait until the child is born before making any plans, which will be at least a year later. task.
I hope we can see each other again by then (the end of this book).
