When Gao Noibian heard my question, he rolled his eyes at me and said, "Aren't you talking nonsense? If it's not suitable, why are you coming to Shanghai? Since everyone is already here, stop talking nonsense. We must meet you." I want to see you."
I smiled bitterly and said, "Then when do you think I should go see you?"
"Of course, the sooner the better, otherwise let's go to her house to deliver food to her tonight, and then you can have a good chat, okay?"
When I said that I was going to meet a girl with short hair tonight, I became nervous. Although I was already prepared to meet when I came to Shanghai this time, I think the most suitable time to meet is me. Stay in Shanghai for a night or a day to calm down your nervousness.
As a result, before I even found a hotel to stay in, I was asked to see the high nose bridge. Can I not be nervous?
I asked if you could let me find a hotel first.
The tall nose pointed at a hotel casually and said: "That's the one, it's pretty close. Once we get a room, we can go buy food directly. But this hotel is a bit expensive, doesn't it matter?"
I shook my head and said it didn't matter, and then went to get a room. During the process of getting a room and going to the room, I tried my best to waste time. The main thing was to delay every second. At the same time, I kept imagining meeting the girl with short hair. that moment.
Basically, the scene that comes to mind the most is that as soon as we met, the short-haired girl shouted emotionally and asked me to get out.
If this is the result, what should I do?
When I went out with Gao Nozi, I also asked about my worries.
"Just be thick-skinned. No matter what she says or scolds, you just have to bear it. But I don't think you need to worry too much. She shouldn't be too emotional."
"why?"
The tall nose rolled my eyes at me: "Didn't I tell you before that her parents are gone and she has withstood this kind of blow. Now you can still expect you to make her excited? It's impossible."
"Fine."
"Don't talk yet. I'll call Ranran first to see what she's eating for dinner."
Then, Gao Nosibian called the short-haired woman, and the short-haired woman answered quickly. Maybe it was to let me hear the short-haired woman's words clearly. Gao Nosing also deliberately turned on the speaker, and the short-haired woman's voice sounded very weak and weak. There is a distressing feeling.
After Gao Nozi hung up the phone, I asked her: "Do you always talk like this?"
The tall nose said: "I'm sure. I was abandoned by you and my parents are no longer here. I have suffered a double blow. Now I have lost half of my life. Do you have the strength to speak?"
I smiled bitterly: "I really didn't abandon her, what you said..."
"Okay, go ahead and explain to her. Anyway, she thinks you abandoned her."
Because the short-haired girl wanted to eat braised pork rice, I then took me to a Taiwanese braised pork restaurant to buy a braised pork rice. After that, we bought some fruits and headed towards the short-haired girl’s house.
The place where the short-haired girl lives now is not her original home, but a relatively remote community. Gao Nose said that her house was taken away by others because of debt collection by creditors.
When I arrived at the community and walked towards the unit building, my heart picked up again, and I could even feel my own heartbeat pounding.
When I arrived at the unit building and walked to the sixth floor, I whispered to Gao Nozhi: "Nini, wait a moment."
The tall nose turned back to look at me and said angrily: "Don't tell me that you are giving up now? Don't let me look down on you."
I smiled bitterly and said, "My heartbeat is a little fast. It feels like it's about to jump out. Can you slow down for a few minutes?"
"Hold on, this meal will be cold later."
As Gao Nozi said, he came over and grabbed my arm and dragged me up the stairs: "You said you are grinding and chirping like a girl. When you were in the desert before, where was your vigorous and resolute energy? Already?"
I said you should go up first and see how many people are in her home and how she is doing. If you think she is about the same, I will go up again.
Gao Nozhi rolled his eyes at me and let go of my hand: "Okay, but don't run around. Just wait here, do you hear me? I'll ring the phone for you later. You don't have to answer it. Just hang up. Then Just come up, go to the first store on the right on the sixth floor."
"Well, I won't leave."
After leaving, I took a few deep breaths and tried to calm myself down, but it didn't work. I even regretted it within a minute.
I think it will be even more embarrassing when I enter the house of a girl with short hair by myself later, and I don’t have the courage. I might as well just go with the girl with a high nose, so that it won’t be too embarrassing.
But everyone has already gone up there, so there’s no point in regretting it now.
About five minutes later, the phone rang for me. As we agreed, I hung up the phone and walked upstairs.
When I went up the stairs, I also observed the surroundings. I felt that this community was still relatively old. I remembered that the short-haired girl's family was so wealthy before, but now she lives here, it is a huge difference.
When I got to the sixth floor, I stood at the door of the short-haired woman's house, took a few deep breaths and knocked on the door.
The sound insulation of the door is relatively poor, I can hear the voice of the short-haired woman inside.
"It's probably the debt collectors who are here, ugh."
Hearing her somewhat panicked tone and saying that she might be a debt collector, I felt instantly distressed.
Then Gao Nozhi said: "Don't always think of the worst. What if it's not a debt collector? You can continue to eat, and I will open the door."
Immediately afterwards, I heard a series of footsteps, and then the door was opened quickly.
The man with a high nose stood behind the door and pointed inside with his chin, which meant that the short-haired woman was there. I glanced inside. There was a simple European-style sofa in the small living room. On the sofa sat a dressed-up girl. The woman in pajamas was eating on the small table next to her.
It's the girl with short hair.
While she was eating, she poked her head towards the door and looked towards the door. When she saw it was me, she froze there.
To be honest, I didn't dare to look into her eyes at this moment, my eyes kept dodging. I also wanted to call her out and say hello, but the words reached my throat and I couldn't say it out. .
Rather, she pulled me in and closed the door.
Then she turned to the short-haired girl and said, "I'm sorry, Ranran, I brought him here without your permission. Don't get excited yet. I think you two should have a good chat. Now..."
"I have nothing to talk about with him."
The short-haired woman directly interrupted the high-nose words, and then she didn't even look at me, but continued to eat with her head down, and said while eating: "Let him go, I don't want to see him."
"Of course, don't drive him away yet. Just think that he hurt you in the first place and let him make it up to you now. You are in the same situation now, so you might as well let him help you..."
"I'm fine now. I don't need anyone to make it up to me or help me. I don't feel sorry for myself either. Just let him go."
The short-haired woman said coldly, but there was a hint of crying when she said this, and I could feel her grievance and helplessness.
Actually, what can I say, the situation was better than I thought. I thought she would yell emotionally as soon as she saw me, like before, but obviously not.
"Ran Ran."
I called the short-haired girl, and then said with some choking: "I actually knew about the situation at your home a long time ago, but I was abroad at the time, and I was afraid that seeing you would make you even more depressed, so I never said anything. I called you, but I didn’t come to see you. I just came back to China and didn’t even go back home. I came directly to Shanghai.”
The tall girl next to me also helped me to speak. She said: "Yes, Ranran, he has called me many times during this period, all of which are international long distance calls. I can also feel that he really cares about you. I feel You two should have a good chat, give him a chance, and give yourself a chance, okay?"
