What can I say, it has only been a minute or two since I opened the door and entered her room, but she has already said several words to me, and the sum of these words is more than her He talked to me a lot on the way back from Zao Tomb.
Although these words were also reprimanding me, I was quite happy. As long as she was willing to talk to me, even if she scolded me or something, I thought it would be good, at least it would release her inner emotions.
I smiled bitterly and said, "Then since I'm here, let's have a good chat, okay? You can..."
The short-haired woman interrupted me directly: "I have nothing to talk to you about, you go out."
When she was talking to me, her eyes were full of boredom. I remembered that she was like a clingy kitten in front of me before. Now this gap makes it difficult for me to adapt.
Naturally, I wouldn't go out, and I shamelessly closed the door to avoid her yelling and causing other tenants or waiters to think of her later.
When she saw me closing the door, her mood became obviously high. She shouted angrily: "Get out! I said I didn't want to talk to you, and I didn't want to see you. I feel sick and want to vomit when I see you now. It’s not that I feel sick in my heart, it’s my physical reaction, I just want to vomit, do you understand?”
I am also a person with strong self-esteem. Normally, if a woman talks to me like this, I would have left long ago. But now, no matter how uncomfortable I feel, I have to endure it. I must let women with short hair Let out all the fire in your heart.
"Of course, you can scold me as much as you want. I know it's my fault. Even if you stab me twice with a knife today, I won't say anything more."
"you……"
She seemed to want to say something at that time, but she didn't say it. She probably didn't want to stay in the room with me. She also hurriedly walked to the bed to put on her shoes, probably because she wanted to go out.
After she put on her shoes, she stood up and was about to walk outside. Naturally, I stopped her quickly and grabbed her shoulders: "Can't you have a good chat with me? What are you thinking in your heart? You can't tell her Let me tell you, there must be a solution to the matter between the two of us."
"What's going on between us?"
The short-haired woman sneered, and then she asked me: "Then let me ask you, what is the relationship between the two of us, and why do we need to resolve our affairs? Are you my partner? What happened between us?"
"Then...then even if we are friends, we should solve it."
"Well, let's solve it. What happened this time has made me see through you. I don't even want to be your friend. From now on, we will never interact with each other and just be pure strangers. Are you satisfied with this? This solution Is the method okay?”
The more she talked, the more emotional she became. I didn't even dare to look into her eyes.
I bit the bullet and said, "Then what you mean is that we won't contact you anymore, right?"
"What, you still want to contact me? You want to take me somewhere next time, and then abandon me, right? You don't think I'm just a kitten or puppy. You can take me with you if you want. You don't need it anymore. Just abandon it, right?”
Speaking of this, she struggled hard to get me to let her go. I didn't know what to do at this time, so I had to let go of her, but I leaned against the door, hoping that I would not let her go out.
I originally wanted to explain to her that I did not abandon her. Even if I did, I struggled with the pain in my heart for a long time. The decision I was finally forced to make was not as easy as she said. But after thinking about it, my current explanation All are powerless.
I feel like I can only tell her what's on my mind right now.
I said: "I definitely still want to be friends with you, and I have never thought about having any contact with you forever. Of course, it must be selfish for me to think like this. I am willing to respect your wishes. If you If you want to have no contact with me at all from now on, I won't bother you. Now I just hope that the breath you are holding in your heart can dissipate, and I also hope that you will be well in the future and be happy all the time."
The short-haired woman waved her hand and didn't even bother to listen to what I said: "You'd better go out. I'm very happy that you're not in my room. Otherwise, just get out of my way and I'll go out."
I didn't speak, I didn't leave, I just stood quietly and looked at her.
"Are you leaving?" she asked again.
I still didn't move, and she came over and tried to pull me away, but I was so big that she couldn't pull me away at all. Then maybe I used too much force, so she screamed, and then put her hands in front of her face, He looked at his fingers.
I noticed at this time that the nail on her right index finger seemed to be somewhat chipped.
I quickly asked her: "Are you okay? Are you bleeding?"
The short-haired woman didn't speak, just looked at her fingers quietly.
I took a closer look at it and saw that the tip of the nail was slightly chipped. It was not serious and there was no bleeding or anything. Naturally, I felt relieved.
Then, the two of us fell into silence, she looked at her nails, and I stood in front of her and looked at her.
What can I say, what is most terrifying to me is that she is not talking now, and I think this may be the prelude to the coming storm, and she may be brewing before it explodes.
really.
Not long after, I saw her tears flowing down, dripping on her hands and the ground. I felt very sad, so naturally I quickly comforted her: "Ranran, please don't be like this, okay? You hit me." Scold me, you..."
As soon as I said this, she shouted at me: "Get out of here! Get out of here!"
While shouting, she patted my shoulders hard with her hands, and then cried even louder.
Watching her cry, I didn't say anything, I just stood and let her hit me. The more she hit me, the more excited she became, and the louder she cried. It was different from how she cried before. She cried calmly before, but now she is crying very excitedly. Very devastated.
Finally, she began to speak her mind and blame me.
"You bastard, why did you abandon me?"
"I'm so good to you and like you so much, why did you abandon me?"
"Why did you choose her to live and let me die?"
"You like her, don't you? If you like her, you should have told me earlier. If you had told her, I wouldn't have followed you shamelessly."
"Why on earth did you abandon me and let me die? Do you really have the heart to do so?"
"Even if you don't choose anyone, if all three of us die in the end, I won't feel bad, you know?"
"But you chose her, both of you are alive, and only I am dead. I can't figure it out, I really can't figure it out!"
"Chen Jianjun, I hate you so much that I never want to talk to you again in my life!"
The more she talked, the more excited she became. When she talked about it later, she felt a little out of breath. Naturally, I quickly supported her and said to her: "Don't get excited yet. It's all my fault. I'm sorry."
She was even more excited and slapped me now, and kept repeating the words "You actually asked me to die."
I didn’t know what happened at the time, but suddenly I remembered that Zhang Yao and I had quarreled before. Every time we quarreled fiercely, I just hugged her, even if she cried in my arms, as long as I could hold her Hold her tight and hold her for a while, and she'll eventually be fine.
And isn’t that how things work on TV?
Thinking of this, I hugged her directly, thinking that this might give her some comfort.
When I first hugged the short-haired girl, she reacted very violently and struggled fiercely. She kept scolding me and told me not to touch her, but she struggled for a while and lost strength. Or something, in the end he stopped moving and just kept crying in my arms.
Anyway, she cried for a long time, and gradually she ran out of energy to cry. She told me that she had a headache and wanted to lie down on the bed for a while. I had no choice but to help her to the bedside and let her lie down.
After she lay down, I kept sitting next to her. After about twenty minutes, she said to me very calmly: "You just said that you respect my choice, right?"
"Um."
"Then let's just pretend that we haven't met each other. I'm not making trouble with you now. This isn't my angry words. It's my truest thought after thinking about it in my heart. I'm tired, and I don't want to waste my energy and feelings. I want to go back and have a good night's sleep with someone who doesn't even care about my life."
