When I think about all the messy and useless things about me, it's embarrassing to talk about them. Even though I might die here today, I still don't want to say more. I just picked out some irrelevant ones.
"Then if you were to die today, what would be your biggest regret?" Xiaoye asked again at this time.
Biggest regret?
I thought about it in my mind.
It is a regret of mine that I did not take good care of my mother.
It's also a pity that I didn't slap my sister-in-law in the face.
It is also a pity that Zhang Yao's face was not revealed.
But the biggest regret, probably related to myself, is that I haven’t married a wife and had children.
Especially now that I am still a virgin and have never even touched a woman, this makes me even more regretful.
If I had known this, I might as well have done it to Zhang Yao, at least to have a taste of it myself.
After I told Xiaoye that my biggest regret was that I had not yet married a wife, an evil thought suddenly came to my mind.
Anyway, we are both going to die. If we die, we will die, and there will be nothing left.
It's better to let her make up for my regret before she dies.
At least I got a taste of what it's like to be a woman, and I went back to the underground to become a ghost. I am also a romantic ghost.
"At your age, it's really time to get a wife in the countryside." Xiaoye said.
I smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, many people in the village who are younger than me are married and even have children. I originally planned to get married, but unfortunately something went wrong."
After saying this, I began to wonder whether I should tell Xiaoye something that would satisfy my regrets.
I know she must be a virgin too, maybe she wants to have a taste of a man before she dies, wouldn't we all be fulfilled in this way?
However, thinking of Xiaoye's rather aloof personality, I thought that if I said these words, I might be waiting for a big slap in the face. If others scolded me with some unpleasant words, I would be really embarrassed.
Especially when I think about that time when I was holding her to keep her warm, she slapped me when she woke up. Although it didn't hit her face, it was enough to prove that people care about this kind of thing. After thinking about it, I think it's better. Stop making this uncomfortable.
I felt sorry in my heart, and I also thought of Sister Yuan.
If it was Sister Yuan who was in front of me at this time instead of Xiao Ye, I don’t even need to tell you, Sister Yuan would have made up for this regret herself, right?
"Oh, it's all my fault. It was me who harmed you and made you unable to even marry a wife." Xiaoye now blamed herself again.
"Don't say that. Everyone chooses the road by themselves. It has nothing to do with you. We can only say that our fate is bad, and it is not certain whether we will die today. What if we jump in and the water washes us outside? That's right. Don’t be too pessimistic.”
"Then..." Xiaoye hesitated for a moment: "Then when will we dance?"
It was as if she was asking me when we were going to die.
I hope it's as late as possible. If we don't eat and drink only groundwater, we can probably live for a few days. At worst, we will jump when we are about to die.
After all, who cares about living a long life? Every extra second counts as a second.
Maybe Xiaoye will figure it out after two days and want to taste what it's like to be a man, so I can make up for a big regret.
But I thought again, if we really jump when we are exhausted, what if this is really an exit and we choke to death directly because we have no strength, wouldn't it be even worse?
I think jumping early is better, at least if you encounter problems you still have the physical strength to solve them.
Thinking of this, I said to Xiaoye: "Let's get ready to dance now."
"Okay, but you have to hold on tight to me, I...I'm scared."
I said don't worry, I won't let go.
Afterwards, we cheered each other up and slowly walked to the end. Although we were ready, we were still a little timid when we really wanted to jump.
I reminded Xiaoye: "Take a deep breath, I will stamp my feet and we will dance together."
"good."
I took a deep breath, stamped my feet, and jumped into the cold river water with Xiao Ye. Because this time I jumped directly from the shore, the drop was not high, and my overall condition was relatively good after entering the water.
Although the water was still as cold as ever and made me shiver, the water was flowing faster than I expected.
The two of us were swept away very quickly, and at the same time, I pulled her and swam forward as hard as I could.
My eyes were kept open during this period, hoping to see some light in the darkness. As long as there is light, it means there is an exit, and we have hope of living.
However, as I exhaled the air from my mouth little by little, and when I felt that I was approaching the limit of endurance, my vision was still dark.
This makes me desperate.
Will we survive today after all?
It was at this time that I noticed there seemed to be a bright light not far ahead, which seemed to be an exit.
I held my breath and kicked my feet in that direction. The area of light became wider and wider, and I could vaguely see some green and blue lights and shadows.
It seemed to be the trees and blue sky on both sides of the cave.
Realizing that we had found the exit and that we were saved, my whole body suddenly became energetic. I dragged Xiao Ye out of the cave, then stuck out my head and popped out all the water from my mouth with a "bang", and then started to suck in big gulps. gas.
Xiaoye also stuck her head out at this time. She seemed to have choked on her saliva, and kept coughing while gasping for air. Fortunately, it was not serious, and she regained her breath after coughing a few times.
I dragged her and swam to the shore, climbed up first, and then pulled her up again. I can no longer describe in words the feeling of coming back from the dead.
I wanted to shout that we finally came out and survived, but at this time, I had no energy at all, my mouth was still open to breathe, and I couldn't even think about talking.
Xiao Ye was obviously very excited. Although she collapsed on the ground, her face was filled with a smile because she survived.
She didn't speak, but her eyes said everything she wanted to say.
"Jianjun! Xiaoye!"
At this moment, a familiar voice suddenly came from the side.
This sound made me very happy.
It’s Sister Yuan!
When I turned around, I saw Sister Yuan running towards us on a piece of grass not far away. She was not wearing anything at the time, but she was holding a ball of clothes on her chest. She was probably drying clothes there when she saw us coming out. He ran over immediately.
She shouted excitedly as she ran, and was already crying with joy when she arrived.
"It scared me to death. I thought you were all dead, but you are still alive. It's really God's will!"
I smiled at Sister Yuan, and the stone in my heart fell.
When I only found Xiaoye inside, I died for Sister Yuan, but I didn't expect that she would be lucky enough to come out before us.
And judging from her overall condition, she is much better than us.
