Facing Zhao Nianze's questioning, Su Zhirou didn't know what she felt in her heart.
In this dark and shady relationship all year round, Su Zhirou's feelings for Zhao Nianze had actually changed.
It is absolutely impossible to say that there is no resentment.
After all, she was once the daughter of a good family.
She also has her own ideals and ambitions.
However, just because she saved him, her life was turned into a mess.
In order to be with him, she was now forced to become a person without friends or relatives, not to mention that she once had the desire to cure diseases and save people.
Even the news about her father was something she could only hear from Zhao Nianze.
And in order to prevent people from knowing that she was still alive, Zhao Nianze even hid it from her father.
She is still able to avoid having a twisted nature. In fact, firstly, she has a good nature, and secondly, it is also because she did have love for Zhao Nianze, although this love has only become weaker and weaker over the years.
But that's also what love isn't.
When Su Zhirou heard Zhao Nianze's inquiry, she just turned away and said with a smile, "The child is one year old, what are you talking about?"
Zhao Nianze naturally knew what Su Zhirou's emotion meant.
He was saddened by the silence between them.
But he also understood that this was his mistake and he owed Su Zhirou and his children.
"Arou, don't worry. After I ascend the throne, you can appear openly and openly. I will definitely let you sit next to me. Our child will be our only heir."
Hearing Zhao Nianze's assurance, Su Zhirou just repeated her appeal to Zhao Nianze with a calm voice, "Nianze, you should know that I have never cared about being a queen, and I don't want to just sit in a well and watch the sky in this small world. You You know that what I have always asked for is to heal the sick and walk hand in hand with my loved ones."
After hearing Su Zhirou's words, Zhao Nianze fell silent again.
"Arou, I know I'm sorry for you, but Arou, what can I do? If I don't enter the palace, my mother will die with her eyes open. If I don't fight, then neither you nor I will survive."
After hearing Zhao Nianze's words, Su Zhirou stopped talking.
The weather was fine today, so she turned around and started busy rummaging through the newly collected herbs in her basket.
Zhao Nianze also realized that their conflicts were irreconcilable and there was no way to talk about it. If they continued to talk, nothing could be solved except quarreling.
He could only walk to Su Zhirou again and help her pick the grass leaves in the dustpan, while telling her the news about Jiang Nianjiao, "Zhirou, Gillian has given birth to a little girl weighing seven pounds."
When Zhao Nianze mentioned Jiang Nianjiao, it was obvious that she was not the one who gave birth to the child. However, Su Zhirou's face lit up, as if she was the one who gave birth to the child.
"Are you telling the truth? Gillian really gave birth to a little girl?" Su Zhirou's face was filled with joy.
Seeing that she was happy again, Zhao Nianze nodded, "Of course it's true. My father was very happy about this. He immediately rewarded his cousin with many things. In addition, he will go to Jin in person in a few days." The prince is visiting his cousin."
Hearing Zhao Nianze's words, Su Zhirou's face became even more joyful. She looked at Zhao Nianze and said, "Is Jiaojiao okay?"
Zhao Nianze had not visited Jiang Nianjiao, but since the guard who came to report the news did not specifically explain it, mother and son should be safe.
So Zhao Nianze just said to Su Zhiju, "I think my cousin is fine."
Hearing Zhao Nianze's words, Su Zhirou felt uneasy. She whispered, "Jiaojiao is like this, I really can't feel relieved. It's a pity that I can't go see her."
Then she suddenly remembered that she had prepared some pills in order for her body to recover after giving birth.
She had taken those medicines herself, and the effects were indeed nothing to question. So she just said to Zhao Nianze, "Your Highness, will you visit Jiaojiao?"
I heard Su Zhirou
When asked, Zhao Nianze seemed a little surprised. He just looked at Su Zhirou calmly, and then whispered, "Then do you want me to visit her?"
Su Zhirou whispered, "Of course I hope. If possible, I even wish I could go see him myself, but I also know that you will definitely not let me see him."
Hearing Su Zhirou's words, Zhao Nianze felt a little more guilty towards Su Zhirou, "Zhirou, I'm sorry for you."
Su Zhirou did not answer when she heard this. He had actually said he was sorry many times in front of him, and every time he was sorry, Su Zhirou felt powerless.
In fact, he couldn't change anything except guilt.
Even the future he planned changed his own life along with it.
If it weren't for love, Su Zhirou would not be able to accept this kind of life-long path being quietly changed.
But if you love someone again, no one can accept being manipulated by others without any reluctance.
So Su Zhirou did not respond to Zhao Nianze's words. Her silence was like the last trace of stubbornness she retained.
Zhao Nianze saw this in his eyes and naturally understood that he could not satisfy Su Zhirou, so he finally had his own idea. Then he just gritted his teeth, and then whispered to Su Zhirou, "I'm not going to visit my cousin. In fact, I can still take you there with me."
Su Zhirou was very surprised when she heard this. After all, they had just moved themselves to a new residence a while ago because Zhao Nianze was almost discovered because Zhao Nianze was visiting them too frequently.
Now those eyes must not give up looking at him, so isn't Zhao Nianze going crazy when he says this now?
But after being surprised, she immediately whispered to Zhao Nianze, "Your Highness? How can you take me out? If you take me there, won't they all know that I'm not dead? Then those people will definitely come to attack you." of."
Hearing Su Zhirou's words, Zhao Nianze showed a smile.
Although Su Zhirou's voice was full of worry, in this worry, he at least felt Arou's concern for him.
So for the sake of Arou's happiness, it's actually worth taking this risk.
He whispered softly, "Arou, you don't have to worry about me, I will naturally have a way for you to see my cousin. Don't worry, I have my way, and nothing will happen to either of us."
After hearing Zhao Nianze's confident assurance, Su Zhirou did not believe him. Su Zhirou just said to Zhao Nianze, "How can you guarantee that I will not be exposed to others?"
Zhao Nianze's decision to take Su Zhirou to visit Jiang Nianjiao this time was really not a spur-of-the-moment idea. In fact, he had already started thinking about it after he heard that Jiang Nianjiao had given birth.
After all, although Su Zhirou had never fought against him fiercely, her whole person was becoming more and more depressed day by day, like a flower that was about to wither. He was also worried that Su Zhirou would not be able to think about it.
So now that he is thinking about it like this, he has really figured out a method.
At the moment, he just whispered to Su Zhirou, "Zhirou, it's like this, I will ask you to disguise yourself as a palace lady. Anyway, Xu Zhilan doesn't care about the affairs of the palace, and she won't say anything when I deploy people." What, and then you can just follow us to the palace to visit my cousin."
After hearing Zhao Nianze's arrangement, Su Zhirou felt that the plan seemed vaguely reliable. At that moment, she felt a little hopeful. She no longer opposed Zhao Nianze's arrangement.
"Okay, when will we go there?" Su Zhirou asked with concern.
Zhao Nianze thought for a moment, and after considering some practical problems, he finally set the plan for three days later. "Then let's set the plan for three days before leaving."
And when she thought that she could finally meet the person she wanted to see, some seeds of joy and hope were planted in her heart.
"Ok, I will wait for you."
Jiang Nianjiao was lying on the bed, drowsy, and the child was being coaxed by the wet nurse to be obedient and obedient.
She was very contented these days, if not
It was while I was half asleep and half awake that I heard the cold mechanical sound.
Jiang Nianjiao almost forgot that she was a reborn person, and she was actually bound to a system for attracting matchmakers and maintaining fiber.
So when the noisy electronic sound sounded, she was still a little confused.
"Medical Concubine Su is depressed because of her long-term shady relationship with the prince. The sweetness of their story has become less sweet, so in order to change the relationship, the prince will arrange for Dr. Concubine Su to meet with you. He hopes that you can relieve Dr. Concubine Su's depression. "
Hearing Su Zhirou mentioned in the system, Jiang Nianjiao remembered the mess between Su Zhirou and Zhao Nianze.
Thinking of these two people's confusion, Jiang Nianjiao couldn't help but sneered in her heart, "How do you want me to explain them?"
Facing Jiang Nianjiao's inquiry, the system only thought that Jiang Nianjiao was cooperating with him, so the system immediately said, "Of course it can make the heroine Su Zhirou think more openly and see her own heart clearly. She actually likes Zhao Nianze very much." of."
Hearing this, Jiang Nianjiao couldn't help but complain, "If you remove her brain, I actually think the effect will be better."
Hearing Jiang Nianjiao's words, the system immediately said, "How can that be done? If the brain is removed, how can that person survive?"
Hearing what the system said, Jiang Nianjiao couldn't help but retort, "Yes, a person can't live if her brain is removed, but if she doesn't remove her brain, she will definitely have random thoughts. The reason why people are human is because they have their own thoughts, and This kind of thinking is not based on human will at all. Doesn't Su Zhirou want anything else besides love? Why should she, a good doctor who treats illnesses and save people, have to sacrifice her life for the love of the male protagonist? Since you If you want her to obey the male protagonist and be an invisible person in this shady love, then why do you have to let her care about the world and cure diseases and save people?"
The system probably didn't expect Jiang Nianjiao to respond to him like this. For a moment, the system was silent for a long time.
