"Nian Nian, where are you? My brother has been looking for you for a long time. He is going crazy with anxiety." As soon as Ji Ci's voice appeared, Jiang Nian's heart calmed down a lot in an instant.
She didn't speak, and Ji Ci shouted a few more times. After being silent for a while, he said softly: "Are you unhappy? Do you want me to accompany you?"
"Um."
Jiang Nian closed his eyes, and if he didn't let her have an easy time, no one would have an easy time.
Ji Ci arrived very quickly, still smelling of hospital disinfectant. Jiang Nian sniffed around him and found the smell somewhat reassuring.
The two went downstairs to have barbecue. The wind was very strong at night, making Jiang Nian shiver. Ji Ci sighed, took off his coat and put it on her.
Jiang Nian refused to eat barbecue and poured beer into his mouth. Ji Ci wanted to persuade her, but she wouldn't give in.
Ji Ci felt that Jiang Nian like this was strange and felt distressed. He originally wanted to inform Lu Yiling that he was here, but he hesitated. There was no need to call someone who would make her sad.
Jiang Nian was a bad drinker. After two cans of beer, he was so dizzy that he couldn't straighten his head. Ji Ci stopped her and tried to grab the third bottle, but she hit her hard.
"Lu Yiling bullied me, and you bullied me too!" Jiang Nian said in a low voice, tears beginning to fill his eyes, "I hate him so much. He keeps saying he loves me, but he has secret meetings with other women behind my back. This The woman even danced around my workplace, showed off her power, and formed cliques. I was already unhappy at home, and she still blocked me at work. What did I do wrong? I didn't steal Lu Yiling from her. Lu Yiling wants to recruit me!"
Ji Ci's heart twitched suddenly, as if a piece of it had been dug out.
This was the result of him not daring to disobey his parents. The woman he placed in his heart was trampled on at will by others.
Ji Ci held up the tear-stained face, took out a few tissues and wiped it carefully, and coaxed in a low voice: "Don't cry Niannian, I'm always behind your house. If you're really tired, we'll leave. Ask me to accompany you."
Jiang Nian looked at him, tears blurring her vision, "You lied. It was only after you left that I knew him. I hate you. You were the first person to abandon me. You clearly agreed You wanted to stay and study for a Ph.D., but you changed your mind the next day. You are a coward, Ji Ci, I hate you!"
Ji Ci opened his mouth, but the bitterness in his throat made him unable to speak.
"Lu Yuling is also a bastard. He used a trumpet to add Bai Momo and had a private meeting with her. Bai Momo was so proud that she showed off her power in front of me. I am such a failure. Why do I cheat on everyone I meet? I, is it because I am easy to deceive?" Jiang Nian cried so hard that he lowered his head and tried to shrink himself into the loose clothes.
"Nian Nian, I regret it so much." Ji Ci reached out and hugged her. He was the one who caused her to suffer such pain. Everything was his fault.
"I want to get a divorce." Jiang Nian said vaguely, "If I get a divorce, will you be with me?"
Ji Ci stiffened. He was not sure if Jiang Nian was talking drunkenly. When he learned that she was going to get married, he struggled, but Jiang Nian coldly rejected him.
What's going on now?
Does she still love him?
Jiang Nian raised his head, with a stubborn look in his eyes. Ji Ci looked down at her, his heart beating like thunder. Would he dare?
Is he afraid that Lu Yiling will break up with him, or is Jiang Nian just testing him?
On the one hand, he grew up with his cousin who was always partial to him, and on the other hand, he felt the throbbing of his youth. He couldn't make a choice about the woman he had been unforgettable for so many years.
Jiang Nian seemed to know the answer. She leaned her head gently on his shoulder, stopped crying, and spoke softly, as if she had already seen through something, and sneered: "You two cousins are not good people."
Ji Ci stood stiffly, not knowing what to say. He had not changed, he was still the coward he was two years ago.
The business of the barbecue restaurant was booming, and people were coming and going. No one cared whether the dependent couple were lovers or had an unfaithful relationship.
Ji Ci sent the sleepy Jiang Nian to the hotel. Seeing her swaying on the bed, he couldn't bear it. He went downstairs and asked the hotel for a bowl of hangover soup. When he went up again, he found that the door was locked. .
He hesitated again and again, and knocked on the door a few times. Jiang Nian's hoarse voice came from inside the room, "You go back first, I can do it myself."
Ji Ci paused at the door and sighed softly, but still felt uneasy. If he stayed in the room next to Jiang Nian's, she would be able to find him if anything happened.
Jiang Nian got up early. She went into the bathroom and took a shower. When she came out, she found her mobile phone that had been turned off and dead under the bed. She put it in her pocket and went downstairs to borrow a charging cable from the front desk.
As soon as the phone was turned on, a call came in from Lu Yiling, and Jiang Nian hung up the call easily.
She finished a bowl of wontons and drove to school. As soon as she stepped into the school gate, she was stopped by a dark figure jumping out of the security room.
Jiang Nian raised his head to see who was coming and said coldly: "Go away."
"Go away?" Lu Yiling didn't even know what went wrong with Jiang Nian. He couldn't find anyone for one night. He couldn't even contact Ji Ci. The two old lovers disappeared together. He couldn't think of anything good.
He grabbed her wrist, causing her to almost cry out in pain.
"Teacher Jiang is at work!" The security guard on the night shift came out and greeted Teacher Jiang enthusiastically, not forgetting to look curiously at the two people arguing with each other.
"Hey!" Jiang Nian smiled, grabbed Lu Yiling, and walked outside. After making sure that no one was around, she put on her indifferent expression and looked at Lu Yiling indifferently.
"Why did you come to me? Didn't I tell you not to disturb me when I'm at work? You're affecting my life a lot." Jiang Nian tried to shake off his hand again, but found that it was all in vain.
"Where were you last night? Why didn't you answer my call? Why did you disappear with Ji Ci?" Lu Yiling took a deep breath and asked three questions in a row. His two beautiful peach blossom eyes were covered with ferocious red bloodshot eyes, as if they had disappeared overnight. Looks like he hasn't slept.
"Speak!" His patience was slowly being worn away. He was going crazy, driven crazy by Jiang Nian.
"Don't you already know the answer? What are you asking me for?" Jiang Nian looked at Lu Yiling mockingly. She knew that people in the entertainment industry did not have many long-term romantic partners. She had prepared herself early. She was ready to cheat, but the day came too early, and her pride didn't want her to admit her failure so quickly.
"Jiang Nian, you are really capable." Lu Yiling opened his mouth and smiled, but his expression was unexpectedly sad. He held Jiang Nian's hand tightly and trembled, as if unknown factors in his body were about to explode.
"What on earth have I done wrong to you? Are you going to humiliate me like this? Do you know that the photo of you and Ji Ci hugging each other on the street in the middle of the night went viral on the Internet, and I, Lu Yiling, became a complete joke." Lu Yiling's voice was low. And the hoarseness, as if squeezed out from the back alveolus, used the last of his rationality to weave this sentence.
Jiang Nian was shocked. She didn't expect this to be the reason.
There's nothing wrong with not letting him know. They just had a late night snack together, and he could think of the rest as he liked.
He was usually the most suspicious and jealous, so she wanted to make him sad and let him feel how she felt these days.
"Did you do it?" Lu Yiling asked after a long silence.
Jiang Nian frowned, then relaxed her eyebrows quickly. She looked curiously at this familiar yet unfamiliar man. He was in a hurry to go out and didn't even take any protective measures. He just wore a black peaked cap for styling his hair. Her hair was slightly longer, covering a little below her eyebrows, and her lips were full of green mustaches. Maybe he had been looking for her all night, and he hadn't washed or shaved. She looked a little embarrassed, but she was still unusually handsome, like a The down-and-out young master, arrogant and pitiful.
Lu Yuling put aside his words. He didn't dare to look at Jiang Nian's talking eyes. His heart suddenly shrank. A dull knife cut the softest place. One cut may not produce blood, but the time was long enough to wear him down. Pain and numbness.
"Have you ever thought about me? Jiang Nian, why do you have no heart?" Lu Yiling's voice was choked with sobs. He hugged Jiang Nian very hard, as if he wanted to rub her into his arms. He couldn't let her go. Open, she would run after Ji Ci as soon as he let go. She didn't even need the other party to wave, she was willing to go with him.
He was like a clown, holding a mobile phone, at a loss. He had no one he was particularly familiar with in this strange city, only Jiang Nian, but she had secret meetings with other men and cut off all information about him. He hated her, went crazy, and was helpless.
"What about you? Lu Yiling, do you dare to swear to me that everything you said to me is true?" Jiang Nian closed her eyes. She couldn't push him away. She could only try her best to protect herself and keep herself in this situation. The wrong marriage is less awkward.
Lu Yiling hesitated. His chin rested on the top of Jiang Nian's soft hair. His lips moved, but he couldn't say a word for a long time.
Jiang Nian suddenly felt a heat on the top of his head, as if something hot was falling down.
They are tears, the most useless tears.
