Lu Yiling and Jiang Nian took the high-speed train back, and their seats were facing each other. Jiang Nian slept for an hour, and after looking at the sign, he realized that he was almost at the station.
The two of them didn't say anything along the way. Neither of them could explain the specific reason, but they both knew it was related to the so-called regret of youth.
That day, the topic # Youth Regret # was trending on the Internet, followed closely by # 鲁襹宁大学 classmates broke the news about Lu Yiling’s college love affair. Jiang Nian clicked in, and at the front was a somewhat low-resolution photo of Lu Yiling and Bai Bai. Momo walked side by side, and the two looked at each other. Even though the photo was blurry, Jiang Nian could still see the love in Lu Yiling's eyes when he was in college.
That was for Bai Momo.
Jiang Nian clicked on her website and saw that she had nearly 20,000 followers. She didn't understand why some people were paying attention to her. There was nothing attractive about her. Compared with Bai Momo, she would completely fail.
She received several private messages, one of which was very strange and sent her the word "mistress". She looked a little dazed. When did she become a mistress? How come she doesn't know it herself?
She continued to look down, and there were even more disgusting private messages.
"You have bad intentions, Bai Momo is so tired that you can't walk and you still ask people to follow you! It was you who caused Sister Momo's leg to be injured! Did you know early on that Sister Momo was Brother Lu's first love? Are you jealous? , Deliberately causing harm! It’s so vicious! I’m going to detain you!”
Jiang Nian clicked on this person's personal information. She had no impression of this blank person at all, and who asked her to pay attention to it? She saw with her own eye that she had injured Bai Momo's leg?
She continued to look down.
"Jiang Nian, you are so ugly!"
"You are crazy if you want to be famous. You break up a campus couple and you are so weird about Brother Lu and Bai Yueguang. You deserve Brother Lu to be on a divorce show with you!"
"Quit the show! It doesn't look good at all with you on!"
"Why didn't you comfort Bai Momo immediately? That's too much! She even apologized! And of course someone likes Brother Lu, who is such an outstanding person!"
"..."
Jiang Nian read a few articles and stopped reading. There were only three words in his mind: "Crazy"!
Sure enough, the food in front of the screen is not so delicious, so she should just be her teacher honestly.
Lu Yiling seemed particularly silent after returning home. She was so silent that even Jiang Nian, who could endure it, couldn't hold it in any longer. She walked over and saw him sitting on the sofa playing games. She hesitated for a while and said, "If you still like Bai Bai?" As for Momo, I actually..."
Lu Yuling raised his head sharply, and suppressed Jiang Nian's words with a stern look. Jiang Nian shut his mouth and went straight back to the room. She didn't want to guess why this man was so crazy.
Probably because she had a busy two-day trip, she fell asleep quickly while lying on the bed. Suddenly, someone got on the bed and wrapped her arms and legs around her.
"Is your youthful regret Ji Ci?"
Some resentful voices came from behind her, suddenly making Jiang Nian extremely sober.
"You married me when you were twenty-four. Was it because Ji Ci posted a message on Moments with a girl at that time? Did you agree to be with me at that time just to piss him off?"
Lu Yuling knew very well that Jiang Nian was awake now, so he peeled off his sourness bit by bit and carefully placed it in front of Jiang Nian.
"Why don't you speak? Is this question so difficult to answer?" Lu Yiling was a little anxious and squeezed Jiang Nian's shoulder with his big hand.
"Yes." Jiang Nian sighed, and she clearly felt the person behind her stiffen. "I started talking to him in my sophomore year. It took three years. I was desperate when he finally decided to follow his parents' wishes and go abroad. , I felt that he had never considered me in the future. He told me to wait for him, but I broke up with him out of anger. I remember that he was very surprised at the time, because we rarely quarreled, and I thought he would come to persuade me. But he didn't. He left and didn't block me. I always guarded his WeChat box and Moments every day, trying to find any clues that he loved me, until I saw a photo of him and a girl from the same school. Come on, you are a talented man and a beautiful woman, I will admit defeat."
When Jiang Nian mentioned this, Lu Yiling's heart felt like a stubborn stone for some reason. He was an actor, so he could figure out the emotions of the characters between the lines. He now clearly felt Jiang Nian's sadness and heartbreak.
Even if he didn't want to admit it, he still had to recognize the reality. Jiang Nian had always had Ji Ci in his heart.
"What about me?" Lu Yiling said, but later realized that his voice was trembling.
"My initial contact with you can only be said to be a coincidence. Later, when I found out that you were Ji Ci's cousin, I actually secretly thought about whether Ji Ci would regret it, but he always looked calm and relaxed. , even because of your relationship with him, he wants to pretend that he doesn’t know me. After nearly a year, my heart that loves him still hurts." Jiang Nian shrank, as if he had returned to that period of confusion. period.
"So you were hesitant when you heard my proposal? How many times did you even wait for a change of heart? If it hadn't been for me that time, wouldn't you have married me? Instead, you would have continued to wait in pain for Ji Ci? Jiang Nian, Have you ever sincerely liked me?" Lu Yiling became more and more excited as he spoke. He hugged Jiang Nian and pressed his cheek against her back. A burst of jasmine fragrance spread from the tip of his nose.
"What's the difference between you and that woman Bai Momo? You have what's in the bowl, but you still think about what's in the pot." Lu Yiling took a deep breath. Even though he had known what Jiang Nian was thinking for a long time, he heard it for the first time today. He still couldn't accept the facts from her mouth.
He wanted to go crazy and rage, crush the person in his arms to pieces and swallow him into his body.
Mr. Zhou Jun said that his journey was too smooth. He felt that he was not at all smooth. He was let down when he was studying and was let down after getting married. A person who is obviously outstanding in everything will always become the abandonment of others.
"I wasn't thinking about Ji Ci." Jiang Nian was a little frightened by Lu Yiling's abnormality. At first, she thought she was shaking, but later she felt that it was Lu Yiling who was shaking.
"You are lying. You have always liked him. Otherwise, why would you like the teacher and doctor's choice? This combination is not good at all. You are both so busy. How can he hold you like me? This is his point. I'm afraid he's still undergoing surgery, right? Can he not study abroad because you stayed? That's not possible at all, he is cowardly and wandering around, and because you said I wanted to be closer to home, I came to your hometown with you, abandoning my friend Parents." Lu Yiling became excited, as if something that had been buried deep in his heart had been revealed, and he kept venting it out.
"I will not divorce you, and I will never let that boy Ji Ci take advantage of me!" Lu Yiling gritted his teeth.
The sadness that had finally accumulated in Jiang Nian's heart was completely dispelled by his fierce reaction. She turned around, a pair of almond eyes describing that picturesque face, she reached out and touched the face, and said slowly: "Lu Yiling, I noticed that you are a special child. Did you have any special skills during adolescence?"
Lu Yuling frowned. He didn't understand what Jiang Nian said, "Jiang Nian, I also found that you have a very hard heart. You like Ji Ci so much but you hold back and don't go to him. Your family's conditions are not good..."
Before the word "bad" came out of his mouth, Lu Yiling's chattering mouth was blocked. He opened his eyes wide and looked at the young appearance of the person in front of him. His shriveled heart seemed to be soaked in water, and gradually Fill it up.
He turned over and pressed forward, turning from passive to active. He didn't like the feeling of being controlled.
Jiang Nian hugged his neck and turned away from his kiss, "Have you and Bai Momo done this before?"
Lu Yiling, who was in high spirits, suddenly became depressed. He lay on Jiang Nian and muttered after a long time, "Do you want to hear it?"
"think!"
