"Do you really want to accompany me?"
He let go of her, leaned back with his elbows, and the long and winding ink hair half covered his neck and shoulders, and a larger part of his black hair lay behind him...
He looked up at her, his narrow eyes were half-opened, his clothes were messy, and after his energy was devoured by the disease, he showed a kind of morbid fatigue that was rotten to the bone: "Then don't Go to a place where I can’t see you, stay by my side, whether you like it or possessiveness..."
Zheng Quchi held his back with her hands and slowly laid him down. She deliberately avoided his sight and muttered: "I don't even know why I want something, but I am only obsessed with possessing it. I don’t know where you got this mentality from.”
Yu Wensheng's eyes were vacantly fixed on the roof of the car, slowly becoming deep and dark, and his red lips parted: "But if I let go, it won't belong to me."
Nothing he wanted was ever brought to him on his own initiative. He was born with a sinful and vicious nature. If he didn't fight, rob, or seize, he would have nothing.
Zheng Quchi listened and heard it. She took a deep breath and couldn't help but turn his face over and said seriously: "Wrong, it's yours. It's still yours. No matter you let it go or not, it will come back to you." It's not yours, no matter how hard you try, or how many methods you use, in the end, either both sides will suffer, or both will be destroyed, do you understand?"
Yuwen Sheng froze suddenly, and his eyes slowly moved straight to look at her, but those blank and empty eyes showed that his consciousness was not on her.
It shouldn't be yours. No matter how hard you try or how many methods you use, in the end, either both sides will suffer, or both will be destroyed. Do you understand?
This sentence was like a magic spell, pulling him back to certain memory scenes in the past.
In a dark, closed and bloody chamber, in a tall water tank, a child stood on tiptoes and carefully opened the lid——
The next second, a skinned and bloody mass of flesh raised its head from it. It opened its mouth and screamed in a sharp and crazy voice: "I will not let her go, and you, and you, too." With a little bastard like you——"
"I will curse you, I will curse you for the rest of my life - you will never get what you want, no one will truly love you, you will always be afraid, in loss, in pain..."
She said, it shouldn't be yours...
Therefore, their final outcome was that both sides suffered losses, and both were destroyed...
In the past, Yu Wensheng didn't understand why that man chose to go to such a step because of his madness and cruel revenge in the end.
But now that he has someone who wants to take possession of him and someone else's intention to touch him is enough to arouse a bloodthirsty and destructive emotion in his heart, he seems to understand a little bit.
Because he can't get it, because that person "shouldn't be his."
Just because he couldn't get it, he intended to drag them all to hell together in pain, so that they would all die together.
But who makes the decision whether it should be done or not?
He was taught and influenced by that person, and indeed developed a similar temperament to that person, paranoid, selfish, and willing to do whatever it takes to get something, even in the form of self-mutilation.
But he was a little different from that person. That person never "got" from the beginning to the end, so he would only make mistakes again and again, but he could never satisfy the empty, cold, greedy greed in his heart. read.
And he does all this to "get", but he has "got" before, so he also knows what "getting" really means.
Rather than making her fearful, fearful or even forcing her to stay with threats and intimidation, what he wants more is her willingness...
What he wants is... the way she was when she treated him simply as "Liu Fengmian" in Hegou Village, Fu County. At that time, she was both enthusiastic and frank, because he was her new husband-in-law and her family member. , she cared deeply about him and even looked forward to a future with him.
At that time, she had no reservations. Every time she looked at him, her eyes were smiling and bright, and that was the most true love.
She is real.
But what on earth is he going to do to change everything back?
Yu Wensheng's Adam's apple rolled. He looked weak and pale, and showed a smile that could not be refused: "Madam, I have something to explain. Can you help me call Runtu to come in?"
Zheng Quchi was planning to argue with him, but was suddenly interrupted by his gentle and polite request: "..."
Is he a chameleon? How come you can change your face so quickly?
She was stuck for a moment, but when she heard it was business, she had no choice but to agree: "Oh, okay, I'll go right away."
Before she got out of the car, she felt that she was half-way through her words. She suddenly turned around and said, "Although you didn't ask, I still want to finish what I said. It should be yours, it shouldn't be yours, but it's neither." Absolutely, but one thing is absolute, that is, everyone belongs to themselves. If you don’t love yourself and don’t value yourself, then everything will be empty in the end.”
She just looked into his eyes, which were full of gloomy and gloomy emotions. Even if she was thinking about something, there was no trace of happiness or warmth in them. It was like a black suffocating tide surrounded him, and he could only destroy himself. and destruction, unable to save and escape.
She felt that his past must be different from that of normal people. Thinking of Wei Yao's description of the scene when he and Yu Wensheng met for the first time, she thought that maybe it was not only different, but also particularly rough and cruel.
The world kisses me with pain, but I am still willing to repay it with songs. This is the mentality of great people, and Yu Wensheng's heart may have been distorted and perverted by the environment in which he grew up.
Alas, I don’t know if her few words of persuasion and enlightenment can make him move from the side road to the right track, and then let her live.
There is little hope, comrades still need to work hard.
After Runtu got into the carriage, he saw the general sitting by the wall window of the carriage. His eyes were covered with a red gauze scarf. Although his face was still a little pale at this time, he no longer had the bleak and weak aura before, and he still looked so intimidated. .
Runtu remembered that before getting in the car, the general's wife told him nervously that the general had vomited blood and asked him to take a good look at the general to see if he had hurt his internal organs... Now it seems that the general is just teasing the general on purpose. Madam.
"General, are you looking for me?"
Yu Wensheng looked at his broken arm and said with a smile, "Drive to the ferry immediately."
Runtu was puzzled and asked hesitantly: "General, the ferry boat over there must have been destroyed by the people of Nanchen State. Do we still want to go there?"
"No need to ask any more questions, just follow orders."
"yes."
Zheng Quchi, who was waiting outside, saw Runtu get out of the car not long after, so he stepped forward and asked, "How is it? It's not a good place to stay here for a long time. Have you discussed with him whether to return or move on?"
Runtu bowed his hand to her, and then replied: "Back to Madam, the general means to continue to the ferry."
Zheng Quchi didn't have any better ideas now. Apart from anything else, she still believed in Yu Wensheng's business ability as a general. After hearing this, she was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Since he insists on this, then we will listen His."
When Runtu saw his wife's face convinced, she didn't need to think about it at all. She looked like a gentle, courteous and thrifty housekeeper, which was impressive to the general...
"Madam, General, please take care of me. I will lead a group of people to take a shortcut to the ferry to survey the situation. If there is an ambush, I will give three short whistles as confirmation."
Zheng Quchi was a little surprised: "You want to go first? But... well, don't worry, I will take good care of him."
Exploring the path is actually a dangerous job. If there are ambushes or traps, they, the vanguard of the path exploration, will take over. However, this is also their duty, and she cannot object to it.
"And..." Runtu was hesitant to speak, and his irritated expression almost didn't look like Runtu's poker-faced image. Zheng Quchi was confused and asked strangely: "Are you... Is there anything else you want to tell me?"
Runtu looked at no one around, then looked deeply, and whispered: "And madam, you should also pay attention to protect yourself."
"Protect yourself
Has? She was stunned for a moment, then realized: "You mean you're afraid of any accidents along the way, right?" She also turned serious and responded with the same solemnity: "Okay, I will do my best to protect myself and everyone in the car." .”
Seeing that the general's wife did not understand what he really meant, Runtu's eyes were a little anxious, but there was nothing he could do.
That's not what he meant.
It's the general. He just saw that the general is clearly a hungry wolf, but he wears that harmless and weak skin just to "eat another day" for his wife. But he can't say these words, otherwise it will be betrayal. General, but my wife saved the general and all of them. She was kind to them, so he could only remind his wife tactfully.
Be careful not to be fooled by the general's "harmless and sickly" side.
It's a pity that Zheng Quchi is very slow and careless when it comes to certain things, especially emotional matters, and is completely unaware of Runtu's "compassion" for her.
"Anyway, madam, pay more attention to the things and people around you, and don't take it lightly."
He kept his voice low for fear of being heard by the general in the carriage.
Zheng Quchi listened to him secretly explaining these things to her, thinking that he was worried that there were enemy scouts or spies nearby, so she whispered back: "Okay, I will pay attention."
Seeing that the general's wife still didn't understand what he meant, Runtu couldn't help but sigh in his heart. The general was as cunning as a fox, but his wife was as ignorant as a little white rabbit. He was really worried that his wife would be eaten by the general in the end. None left.
"Then let's set off first." Runtu said seriously.
Zheng Quchi nodded and warned: "You must pay attention to safety and be sure to meet us safely."
Runtu hadn't heard such words for a long time. He tried hard to give the general's wife a kind and friendly smile, but in the end he only squeezed the muscles at the corners of his mouth and said, "Yes, ma'am."
Zheng Quchi: "..." She used to hear people describe it as "you look uglier when you smile than when you cry." She had also imagined it, but now she didn't expect to see a real case. It was strange.
After watching Runtu leave with his people, Zheng Quchi climbed onto the roof of the car, while the Xuanjia Army who stayed behind drove the car and continued towards the ferry.
Zheng Quchi looked ahead: "Is that the Huxiao Pass Ferry?"
The waves of the turbid river meandered calmly and calmly from the north, lapping at the shore of Jindu.
"Yes, the boat ferry that the general arranged earlier is now only afraid of people dying and the boat being destroyed." Xuan Jiajun said.
"Are there no other ships?"
"Yes, yes, but we can only hijack other people's ships."
Zheng Quchi has been thinking about one thing in his heart: "You said, it has been delayed for so long, but why is there no movement at all from the Julu Army in the rear? Even if they don't know our specific position, we are following The Nanchen Army fought, but now that they have escaped, aren't they communicating with Julu?"
"Madam, what you mean is..."
"Do you think they will ambush us at the ferry now?"
"Well, Commander Runtu thought the same way, so we went to explore the road first. We won't go directly to the ferry in a while, but go there..." Xuan Jiajun pointed to a high ground: "Let's observe the situation first."
Seeing that they arranged everything in an orderly manner, Zheng Quchi breathed a sigh of relief: "You are still professional, uh, you know these things. I have never fought in a war, let alone fought with so many people and forces. I can only mention Suggest ideas."
"Madam, I didn't say it before, but we all admire your ability."
There are four members of the Xuanjia Army. The tallest one is called Liao Taihe, the short one is called Hou Zhiyi, the thin one is called Beibei, and the fatter one is called Huai Fatty.
"That's right, your heroic posture when you took action made their eyes widen. Not only can you create such a powerful dragon carriage, but you also have a lot of unique skills. Compared with you, what are we doing? neither."
"The general really has a vision."
These four people also sincerely praised Zheng Quchi. After this life and death struggle and fighting side by side, the revolutionary friendship was naturally quietly achieved.
Zheng Quchi looked at the four young faces of them, all of which were full of admiration for himself. He touched his nose and said a little embarrassedly: "I only know a few things, and now I'm showing them all off. Please stop talking." You flatter me, otherwise I won’t be able to find anything in a while.”
After listening to this, the four of them were all amused by Madam's humorous self-effacement and burst into laughter.
The laughter of the five people on the roof of the car was heard by Yu Wensheng in the car.
He looked at the roof of the car and imagined Zheng Quchi smiling and happy at this time.
She always seems to be made to laugh by trivial things, and her happiness seems to be very simple... and the people around her are easily infected by her, carried away by her emotions, laughing and worrying together, and facing them together of everything that is about to happen.
"It seems they are all here..."
He opened the car window and looked at the yellow river not far away. The wind blew the green wetlands with sparkling waves. Herons were looking for food. What ulterior secrets were hidden in the Nagisa Beach and the grass? .
