After Pei Yi read this hand-drawn book, his eyes gradually froze and became dull on the words on the last page.
In the end, he lay on the cold floor of his grandma's house with his hand-drawn book in his arms.
His vision gradually became blurry, and his whole body seemed to have lost any strength.
The content in the hand-painted book made Pei Yi's heart go to heaven first, and then sank into the bottomless abyss.
turn out to be.
The girl he loved also secretly loved him.
turn out to be.
She reached a dead end because of what he impulsively did to Fu Chengyan, which put a fatal burden on her.
Grandma didn't know why he lay down and didn't dare to disturb him.
But Nuobao in his arms was already very lively, holding up his little hands and calling him "Daddy".
The call is so clear and lovely.
But what those sounds evoked was not the man's doting gaze on the child, but line after line of tears.
That evening.
Shen Yuan met Pei Yi at the highway intersection.
At that time, before Shen Yuan could speak, Pei Yi asked him: "Is there any cigarette?"
Shen Yuan handed him a cigarette and asked as a friend: "Why did you do that to Fu Chengyan? You two have no grudges."
Pei Yi looked at the sky and blew out smoke, "He is bullying my sweetheart."
Shen Yuan was stunned for a moment, then remained silent for a long time, and said, "But is this worth losing your life? Do you know that during this period, your mother is going crazy."
"I don't know if it's worth it, but when I learned that she was being bullied, I couldn't control myself."
Shen Yuan asked again: "Then do you regret your impulse now?"
Having said this, Pei Yi turned around and smiled at Shen Yuan, tears streaming down his face, "I regret it."
Shen Yuan sighed helplessly: "Oh, but who told you..."
Halfway through his words, he was interrupted by Pei Yi's choked cry.
The cigarette he held in his hand was brought to his mouth several times without being put in.
After finally taking another puff, he let go of the cigarette.
When the cigarette fell to the ground and the sparks in the cigarette butt were completely extinguished, the wind that night was filled with Pei Yi's hysterical crying.
The suitcase Pei Yi brought was taken away by Shen Yuan.
Because of the investigation, he read everything inside and also saw Jiang Mei's hand-drawn book.
Then I understood what Pei Yi meant by regret.
On the day Pei Yi cut his hair, the Jiang family issued an obituary announcing Jiang Mei's death.
Pei Yi cried for a long time that day.
Shen Yuan only had a brief relationship with his girlfriend at that time, which was far less profound than that of Pei Yi. Moreover, after he talked with Pei Yi, he also knew that he and Jiang Mei had only been dating for a few months, which was not as profound as he had with his ex-girlfriend. It was a long conversation.
Even before Jiang Mei, Pei Yi had talked about it.
Then he asked in confusion: "We have all been in love, but I still can't understand how much you can love Jiang Mei."
Pei Yi said without hesitation, "I don't know if this is love. She used to be a little princess who was born to face the sun. She was like chasing stars. I just looked at her and felt happy and comfortable. I I sincerely hope that she can become the happiest little princess in the world."
"I have a crush on her, long for her, and watch silently from behind."
"One day later, for some reason, something was wrong with her, and then she suddenly took the initiative towards me. She looked so cute that night. After that night, I could never get out."
Later, his impulse towards Fu Chengyan was called impulsive because deep down in his heart, Pei Yi couldn't bear the fact that the little princess who was so dazzling in his eyes was bullied.
He had never considered how deep his feelings for Jiang Mei were.
In short, love doesn't know where it started, but it goes deeper and deeper.
On the day of Jiang Mei's funeral, Shen Yuan took Pei Yi to see it from a distance and let him know where Jiang Mei was buried.
When everything settled, it was no longer something Shen Yuan could interfere with.
Then it was recently that Pei Yi passed out in the cemetery, which made them meet again.
After going round and round, they now arrived at Mingyue Villa.
Shen Yuan didn't need to ask more to know that Xiao Shiqing was the friend who Pei Yi entrusted Nuo Bao to.
But thinking about this, the problem arises again.
Everyone in Bei City knows that Xiao Shiqing only came to Bei City this year. Why did Pei Yi know Xiao Shiqing in the past?
Later, the nanny Mrs. Lin made He Tong's bed and came down, and saw Pei Yi and Shen Yuan suddenly arriving.
Pei Yi also controlled his emotions, stood up, looked at Mrs. Lin, and was ready to say something.
Unexpectedly, when Mrs. Lin saw him, she was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly said in surprise: "Are you Mr. Pei Yi's friend?"
Pei Yi frowned and said, "Nod, you know me."
Mrs. Lin's eyes turned red for a second: "One time when I was helping Mr. clean up his room, a photo of him, you, and Mr. Jing Ye fell out. I asked a few words, and Mr. told me."
But Aunt Lin didn't know the specific past of Pei Yi and Xiao Shiqing, so she came over and said, "Did Sir ask you to take care of Nuobao?"
Pei Yi lowered his eyes and glanced at Nuobao again, without further explanation, "Yeah."
Nuobao's healthy growth beside Xiao Shiqing shows that the friendship between them is still as good as before.
Then Pei Yi could live here directly without any problems.
When Mrs. Lin saw Pei Yi's arrival, she felt just like Gu Jingye and Yan Meng were still there. She was very happy and immediately asked: "Have you eaten?"
Pei Yi glanced at Shen Yuan beside him and shook his head: "No."
After saying that, he found Nuobao looking at him with excitement and curiosity.
His Adam's apple rolled again, and he bent over to hold Nuobao in his arms.
Even though Nuobao was obviously unfamiliar with him, when Nuobao didn't resist being hugged by him, he pressed his face against Nuobao's face and said, "Nuobao, daddy misses you so much."
He said.
Unexpectedly, these words made Nuobao's big eyes glazed over for a few seconds before tears started to well up in his eyes.
But when she looked at Pei Yi's expression, she still looked a little confused.
At that time, Mrs. Lin said to He Tong who was standing aside, "Miss He hasn't eaten either, right?"
He Tong nodded sheepishly.
She walked here and was tired and hungry.
"Then I'll get ready right away. Do any of you have any taboos?"
After Mrs. Lin asked again, Nuobao suddenly turned around and said, "I'm hungry too! I want to eat hot pot!"
As soon as the child opens his mouth, he naturally follows his lead and says, "Okay, I'll go get ready. You can sit wherever you want!"
Seeing that he could land smoothly, Shen Yuan smiled and said, "Then let's go sit for a while, we're exhausted!"
Pei Yi said, "Okay, let's stay here tonight and wait for Shi Qing to come back."
And just when he was about to take steps, Shen Yuan took the child from his arms and said, "Let me hold the child for you."
As soon as Nuobao blinked, Shen Yuan said to her, "Hello, kid, I am Uncle Shen Yuan."
Nuo Bao nodded: "I am Nuo Bao, and my name is Xiao Buhui."
Pei Yi, who had just taken two steps, paused again.
Immediately, his red eyes curved up, hiding a bit of emotion.
The name "Bugui" was given by Jiang Mei.
While Pei Yi quietly watched the child grow up with her.
She said that she was scared when she found out she was pregnant and could not accept the fact that she became a mother, but this incident brought her and Pei Yi together.
She felt happy and thought the child was very cute.
not regret.
I don’t regret having her.
