Zhong Lingyu didn't expect that she didn't even have the right to call a doctor.
You are not allowed to leave the bedroom door, and you are not allowed to have contact with outsiders.
In this dark place, slowly spending time...
An uncontrollable sadness penetrated deeply into the heart.
Zhong Lingyu suddenly wanted to take a knife, cut his wrist, and let the blood flow out bit by bit.
Let everything be settled once and for all.
But she thought of her mother Yun Suqing.
My mother always said before she was alive that the body's hair and skin are shaped by its parents.
She has been told many times that even if she is alone in the future, she must live well.
She thought of Shen Huaizhou again.
Although he was strange and depressing to her now, his eyes were blinded because of her.
His body shook for a long time, and Zhong Lingyu tried his best to resist the urge to hurt himself.
She asked the servant for some wool and knitted a sweater quietly in her room.
Now is not the season for sweaters.
But this seems to be the only thing she can do.
In the evening, Shen Huaizhou came back.
Zhong Lingyu was considerate and took care of his daily life.
Her stomach was still uncomfortable.
Therefore, she mentioned to Shen Huaizhou that she wanted to ask a doctor to take a look.
Shen Huaizhou had worry hidden in his eyes, but his expression remained the same. He asked Adjutant Li to invite the best old Chinese doctor.
The old Chinese medicine doctor took Zhong Lingyu's pulse.
Shen Huaizhou quietly paid attention to the movement next to him. After a while, he asked: "How is it?"
The old Chinese medicine doctor said: "There is nothing serious about Madam. It may be that her mood is depressed, causing her body to feel weak. It is best to move around outdoors more."
"I know, please." Shen Huaizhou asked someone to send the doctor away.
Zhong Lingyu took the opportunity to say: "Shen Huaizhou, I don't want to be locked in the bedroom all the time. You don't allow me to go outside, so I might as well walk around the house."
She asked for his opinion, humbly.
Shen Huaizhou said lightly: "Smoke."
"You'd better smoke less..."
"Bring me the cigarettes, can't you understand people?" Shen Huaizhou had a weird and irritable temper.
He seemed to blame her.
Zhong Lingyu's eyes were hot, and she silently brought him a cigarette.
He held the cigarette in his lips and took a few deep puffs.
The choking smell filling the room seemed even more depressing.
Zhong Lingyu's tears slowly fell, and she wiped them away calmly.
Shen Huaizhou couldn't see her crying.
He finished smoking a cigarette, gently put out the fire, and then said slowly: "From tomorrow on, you can stay in the courtyard for an hour, and I will ask someone to watch you."
After saying that, he took out another cigarette and lit it, and sat on the edge of the bed with a gloomy expression.
Zhong Lingyu leaned on the bed blankly, tears streaming down his cheeks uncontrollably.
She didn't make any noise.
Just wipe the tears slowly with a handkerchief after they fall, and it starts over and over again.
Late at night, Shen Huaizhou pulled her onto the bed.
The strong masculine scent enveloped her delicate and thin body.
Since last night, he has been extremely rough when doing this kind of thing.
Zhong Lingyu couldn't bear it and screamed in a high-pitched voice.
Shen Huaizhou pinched her waist and said darkly in her ear: "Zhong Lingyu, everything you have now is your own fault. No matter how sad you are, you have to bear it for me."
He blocked her lips and gradually threw her into the clouds.
Afterwards, Shen Huaizhou went to the bathroom by himself.
Zhong Lingyu was covered in red marks, crying and cleaning up the mess on the bed.
She changed the sheets before going in to wash them.
Shen Huaizhou left the bathroom one step ahead of her.
When she came out, Shen Huaizhou had already fallen asleep.
There is still a scent of glamor in the air.
Zhong Lingyu stared at Shen Huaizhou's generous back, stunned.
She was exhausted, but she didn't feel sleepy at all.
That sharp neighing sound sounded in her ears again.
Bit by bit, torturing her nerves...
*
Zhong Lingyu got the opportunity to walk in the courtyard for an hour.
Her life is dull and boring.
In the morning, she could only get up after Shen Huaizhou woke up.
This way, he can find her as soon as possible after waking up.
Then she spent the whole day in her room, knitting a sweater that she had not measured to kill time.
Only between two and three o'clock could she stay in the sun for a while.
Even if there were a lot of armed guards watching her secretly, she still felt more free than in the bedroom.
Wait until evening.
If Shen Huaizhou comes back at night, she will be responsible for taking care of his daily life.
If he didn't come back, she would have to stay alone in the empty room, endure the sharp hissing in her ears, and keep her eyes open until dawn.
Half a month passed gradually.
Zhong Lingyu lost weight visibly to the naked eye.
The servants did not dare to interfere with the husband and wife's affairs anymore, so they pretended not to see it.
One day, Adjutant Li came temporarily from the military government to get documents for Shen Huaizhou.
When he passed by the courtyard, he was frightened by the scene in front of him.
Zhong Lingyu is sitting on the swing.
Her dark eyes lost their former brightness.
The face is as big as a palm, thin and pale.
Her thin body was wrapped in a slim-fitting dress.
But it seemed empty.
Adjutant Li's impression of Zhong Lingyu was still the same as half a month ago.
At that time, she had just been captured by the young commander and was in pretty good condition.
But in just half a month, she became so thin that she lost her shape.
Thinking of Zhong Lingyu, who had been an eccentric person when she had teamed up with him to defraud Zhong Yuming out of money, and looking at her now, Adjutant Li felt very uncomfortable.
He stepped forward and greeted Zhong Lingyu.
Zhong Lingyu responded very slowly.
Her eyes were a little dull, and it took her a long time to react, "Adjutant Li?"
"Miss Lingyu, you..."
Adjutant Li wanted to say: Miss Lingyu, are you okay?
But in this case, there is no need to ask.
Zhong Lingyu said softly: "Come to get something?"
"Yes." Adjutant Li lowered his eyes and responded.
"The key to the study is in the bedroom. You can go get it with me."
Zhong Lingyu stood up.
She was originally tall, but she was round and plump.
But when he stood up, he looked even thinner, like a piece of paper.
Adjutant Li followed her silently.
When he reached the corner of the stairs, Zhong Lingyu stopped suddenly.
Her back was stiff, and she was in a very uncomfortable state.
Adjutant Li was just about to say something.
Zhong Lingyu suddenly fell down lightly.
His expression changed drastically. Adjutant Li rushed Zhong Lingyu to the hospital and sent someone to notify Shen Huaizhou.
After Shen Huaizhou got the news, he rushed over without stopping.
His eyes still couldn't see anything.
He could only wait anxiously outside the ward under the guidance of Adjutant Li.
An hour later, the doctor came out.
Adjutant Li quickly asked what was going on.
The doctor said: "This lady fainted from hunger. It's nothing serious. We have given her a transfusion. She will be fine in the hospital for a few days."
After Shen Huaizhou repeatedly confirmed that Zhong Lingyu was fine, he stormed back to the villa angrily and furiously questioned the servants.
The servants were frightened.
Sister-in-law Fu, who was responsible for delivering meals to Zhong Lingyu, explained tremblingly, "Mr. Mingjian, we don't dare to treat my wife harshly. I deliver the daily meals on time and my wife has eaten them all. How could she faint from hunger?" "
