Anne said that the brain in the human body is a very mysterious area, equivalent to the prime minister of a country, and the soul is equivalent to the emperor imprisoned in the palace. In fact, the emperor's understanding of the country is expressed through memorials from various places. The person who brings this information together and reports it up is the brain.
That is to say, when something hurts on your body, the sensation will first be transmitted to the brain through the nerves of the body, and then the brain will inform the soul, thereby getting the pain sensation; conversely, the same is true for the feeling of comfort.
In fact, the brain's control over the body goes beyond this. For example, when you eat until you are seventy percent full, your brain tells you that you are seventy percent full. In fact, you are already full. This is also why we eat up quickly after eating good food;
The brain also tests body functions in various ways, such as making you feel falling during sleep to test whether you are dead;
When you are asleep, you will wake up suddenly with a sudden stimulation;
It will also tell you that you should relax through shortness of breath, long periods of sleep, etc.;
It can even force you to make physical changes by mobilizing desires, such as producing a large amount of dopamine after exercise.
In fact, people cannot completely control the brain through their own consciousness. You can only control the body through the brain.
So Annie told me that the demons and skeletons I saw were my brain's protection. If I had to find a reason, it was because my brain didn't want me to be under too much pressure.
"What about post-traumatic stress disorder?" I asked, looking at Anne.
"This is what we all find weird." Anne explained in detail: "Generally speaking, patients with mental illness don't feel that they are sick. I remember that when I was studying medicine, there was such a case. …”
Anne said that when she was studying medicine, she learned about such a case, that is, after a mentally ill patient made his family unbearable, the family sent him to the hospital. After hospital treatment, the patient was discharged.
At that time, everyone around him felt that this person was getting better. He was communicating with everyone like a normal person. No one noticed any difference in this person, except for the people at home who began to feel that he was getting better. Getting more and more terrifying. Based on the family's familiarity with him, they can easily tell whether this person's expression is true or false. But at this time, in the eyes of his family, no matter what expression he makes, it is so empty, and there is no emotion in it.
Sure enough, not long after, the man committed suicide.
Later, experts analyzed that this person was controlled by the medicine. He could go crazy and vent before. Now, he is like a jar that keeps accumulating pressure. It is only a matter of time before it bursts.
"Maybe this is why you haven't gotten sick yet."
Anne looked at me and diagnosed the reason why I had an illness but no symptoms.
But at this second, I suddenly heard a gunshot in my head!
It's like finding a missing memory...
That gunshot was not one, but four, a whole four!
I was still thinking about why there were gunshots in my memory, and a picture naturally appeared in my mind...
In the picture, Lao Qiao was sitting on the broken chair in the basement of Menneng, looking at me.
"I have nothing more to teach you," he said.
He looked at me gently and smiled.
He also said: "After you capture Meng Neng, drive away all my men."
"They don't have any good people, so you don't need to give these people a penny. This group of people who are full of greed will only be honest and poor when they have no ability..."
There was obviously a lack of breath when he spoke.
He still wanted to talk, but I couldn't listen anymore.
I was like a person who made a mistake and was forgiven by the other person, and I felt full of guilt.
I saw myself in the picture covering my head with my hands, as if to prevent all sounds from entering my ears. Finally, I stood up in anger. I pointed the gun at Lao Qiao, but Lao Qiao smiled at me: "This is it." That’s right, if you’re going to be wrong, be wrong.”
boom!
This is the first shot.
Old Joe is dead.
He was already dead with one shot, but at this moment I started shouting crazily: "Shut up, shut the fuck up!"
Bang, bang, bang.
I fired three more shots in succession, and then sat down weakly.
I saw Lao Qiao's clean clothes soaked with blood, and saw the clean chair stained with blood.
Lao Qiao and I started from a mistake, so we can only end with a mistake.
"Are you OK?"
Annie shook my shoulders gently, waking me up. It was as if I had just returned to the real world.
I know why I want to help teachers and people's livelihood.
In fact, I didn't help anyone at all. The only person I wanted to help was myself.
I'm like a demon struggling in hell. After finally being upgraded to a skeleton monarch, I find that I still don't like this place. I want to break through all the restrictions and fight my way out.
This is the reason why I kept Teacher Yu and equipped "Dream" with a gun.
What I am looking for is my own salvation!
"Ha ha ha ha ha……"
I wore a hospital gown and laughed softly in front of Anne. Anne slowly retracted her hand in fear for fear of disturbing me.
However, when I raised my head again, the panic of seeking medical treatment was no longer on my face. PTSD and post-traumatic syndrome didn't seem to be important at this second. I just turned my head and asked: "I Where are the clothes?"
I remember how Anne left the room at that time. She backed away slowly, leaned her body against the wall and walked out sideways. When she opened the door, she took one step and rushed out.
"What's wrong!"
The doctor outside the door rushed in. At this time, I turned my head, half-twisted and looked back, and asked, "Am I scary?"
At that moment, I saw my face on the window glass. This face was different from usual.
In the past, I was just an ordinary hooligan, and even my elder brothers praised me;
Later, at most, he started to have some temperament based on the suit he was wearing; later, after he actually killed someone, he would show murderous intent when he was anxious.
at the moment?
I have changed.
The ordinary expression is not angry and intimidating. Even if you don't say anything, a kind of "power" will emerge from your body.
I no longer need the support of clothes, money, luxury goods, firearms, and the army. Even if I am alone wearing a hospital gown, I still have the aura that makes people know at a glance that I am a hero.
Moreover, I can suppress this momentum.
"Xu, Mr. Xu..."
The doctor at Bangkang Hospital no longer dared to have a normal conversation with me. He, the angel in white who heals illnesses and saves lives, took the initiative to lower his profile and asked like a subordinate looking up at him: "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
My answer is: "I have never felt so comfortable!" (End of this chapter)
