Don't ask me what I want to do, I don't know.
On the streets of Bangkang, I took Wu Minsheng and searched street by street. It was not until I saw Teacher Yu on a street next to the park that everything in my entire team came into view.
On the way to find Teacher Yu, I saw Banbula and Haika. They were both visiting door to door with their people, but I could clearly tell from their attitudes that these people were just doing errands. …
In other words, they don't think ordinary people are important at all. They just wander around, knock on doors, ask about their needs, and then record them. That's it.
Only the teacher is different.
The group of people led by Teacher Yu are deeply understanding the real needs of the people.
Especially Teacher Yu, who was sitting on the steps at the door chatting with an old man. When her staff asked the young people what they were thinking, she began to pay attention to these vulnerable groups such as the elderly and children.
"Teacher Yu."
I sat in the car and rolled down the window and shouted.
Teacher Yu came over after seeing my car: "Master Xu."
"I would like to introduce you to a person, a soldier named Minsheng."
Minsheng, who was sitting behind me, got out of the car. After briefly shaking hands with Teacher Yu, I left a message: "From today on, he belongs to you." Then I asked the driver to drive away.
I don't know why I did this, but at this moment I have equipped my 'ideal' with a gun.
Because I saw that Teacher Yu still did not change his behavior after going through so much, I was sure that he was a person who went all the way. Perhaps Teacher Yu was indeed a ridiculed person in the beginning, but everyone who can persevere on the ridiculed path will definitely win respect in the end.
Now she was beginning to deserve my help.
And I finally began to cultivate another force within my own system.
As for whether they can break through the shackles of darkness headed by me, whether they can bend their bows and arrows to break through the clouds and usher in sunshine for the whole world...that is a story for later. At least I think it is right to do so, even if it is still Don't know the consequences of doing this.
When I looked up again, I saw a figure.
That figure appeared frequently on the deserted street. Even if it was passed by a speeding vehicle, it would appear further ahead like the next traffic light.
Yes, it’s the skeleton that appears this time.
The skeleton with a heart beating inside the skeleton, wearing a crown on his head, and holding a scepter in his hand. However, the difference this time was that a pair of eyes actually grew out of the eye sockets that should have been holes.
A pair of eyes with white eyes and black eyes are staring at me...
"parking……"
"parking!"
I roared and made the car stop on the empty street. Then, I opened the car door and walked towards the skeleton on the street.
He was still looking at me, without a trace of flesh on his body, looking at me with the aura of death.
I suddenly realized... I might really be sick.
This disease does not originate from the body, but develops in the spiritual world.
In front of the skeleton, I took out my mobile phone from my pocket and dialed Annie's phone number: "Annie, go to the hospital and wait for me."
Then I quickly turned around, returned to the car and said to the driver: "Go to Bangkang Hospital."
I used to think that I was simply afraid of death, but now I am afraid of getting sick.
The vehicle was speeding on the road and went straight to Bangkang Hospital. When I arrived, Anne understood my intention very well and had doctors from various departments of the original Bangkang Hospital ready.
Next, I went through a series of inspections and inquiries.
"Mr. Xu, do you have inexplicable shortness of breath?"
"Mr. Xu, do you have trouble sleeping at night and always feel that you are under a lot of pressure?"
"Mr. Xu, are you in pain?"
I saw the doctor pricking my arm with a slightly pointed object, and the flesh was already dented. When I looked up again, I found that the doctor was no longer looking at me. He was looking at Anne.
Immediately afterwards, I was sent out of the consultation room, led by a nurse to a room, and got into a huge instrument. Before that, they didn't let me bring any iron tools in, and they also asked me to take off my clothes. After I almost stripped myself, someone brought me a hospital gown, and then I put on my clothes and got in.
At that time, there was a constant buzzing sound in my ears. Not long after the examination, I came out of the room and heard the doctor and Annie say these words: "I suspect it is PTSD."
When I looked at them, the two men closed their mouths at the same time.
"What is PTSD?"
I'm a gangster, I know shit!
The doctor pulled back with his hand and said, "Let's go back and talk."
Then he took me back to the consultation room.
"Mr. Xu, according to your answer, you said that you have seen the devil; you have seen a skeleton with a crown on its head and a scepter in its hand; and you have seen the positions of yourself and the devil swapped in the mirror, right?"
"We suspect you have 'post-traumatic syndrome'."
I really didn't understand.
Then he looked up at Annie.
Annie is a professional and explained: "Post-traumatic syndrome does not necessarily refer to abnormal reactions such as mental sensitivity and inability to control emotions. The most terrifying thing about this disease is that it can induce many derivative diseases."
"Like hallucinations."
"Are you saying that what I saw was all fantasy?"
Anne nodded.
"We even suspect that this kind of injury has already started in the park, but at that time, you managed to survive in an extremely stressful environment."
Annie hugged her shoulders and thought for a while and then said: "It's like two people are fighting on the battlefield. It is possible that after being stabbed, they can't feel the pain due to adrenaline, but this does not mean that they are not injured."
"You might still be able to continue fighting at that time, but the problem is that after losing too much blood, you will definitely collapse due to the loss of body functions."
Anne knows me well, so she can express it more clearly through instrument testing combined with my past.
"We now suspect that you have been relying on your own mental power to suppress the disease since you suffered from post-traumatic syndrome in the park. This suppression is like adrenaline on the battlefield. Your brain will provide help by analyzing the dangerous environment. And once the crisis is resolved or alleviated, the disease will relapse."
"Think about it again, is it true that every time you see the devil or the skeleton, you react only after the dangerous environment is lifted, rather than while the dangerous environment is in progress?"
I didn't recall as Anne asked and asked, "What do you mean?"
The doctor glanced at Annie and said to protect himself: "It's up to you and Mr. Xu to talk. We'll wait outside. If necessary, just shout."
The chief doctor of the psychiatry department actually gave up his position to Anne, which shows that Anne's rank has been recognized professionally.
"Your brain is seeking protection for you."
Annie said this after sitting down and others walked out of the room.
"It pushes all the evil deeds you can't accept to the devil..."
I smiled and waved my hand at Annie: "Nonsense."
"I knew from the beginning to the end that I was not a good person, and I never thought about using mental illness to clear myself up."
Annie pointed to my head and said: "But your brain thinks it." (End of Chapter)
