I know what a woman's kindness is, and naturally I also know what decisiveness is, but at this moment, I can't choose.
Because I have a 'heart'.
How do you describe that feeling...
Just like when you lie to your relatives, especially when your parents lie to relatives who will believe you unconditionally, my heart will beat. If they choose to believe it, the relief for that second can make people overjoyed, as if He lifted a mountain off his shoulders with his own hands.
But after I came to Menneng, I told countless lies and never felt this way.
The truth is, none of those people have ever truly entered my heart.
So I can steal money from Aunt Fang's drawer, I can swing an electric baton at the guy's chin, I can watch those dogs suffer, and I can look at my glasses and seek death without making a sound.
Yang Rong is different.
He told me to be careful because he has social anxiety and doesn’t want to be in contact with a stranger again;
After being exposed to temptation, he took on the reputation of being a "terrorist" for me, and would rather hide in the mountains and be a living dead every day;
Because of my "must win", I spent a lot of money to buy explosives and blew up a whole county...
Now that all I have to do is pretend to be blind and all my troubles will be solved, I begin to be reluctant to let go.
Of course I know that as long as I lead the troops straight to Bangkang, I will take over the entire Wa State, and I will be the next big boss.
I also know that as long as I rush to Bangkang, all problems will disappear completely, and that silly boy from Burea will be my bodyguard with a stupid smile for the rest of his life.
No one in this world will touch my weakness anymore.
The question is, then what?
I will completely lose 'this heart' and sit alone on a cold throne, looking down at the world. At that time, I am afraid that there will never be anyone in the world who dares to say to me, 'I am not going to have a child with you.' Are you human?
Phew~
I held the cigarette in my mouth and took a strong puff, then exhaled it through my lungs.
This should be the path chosen by a 'king'.
Still the same question, what next?
Then I will have countless lonely nights, comforting myself with bad words like "Beasts never keep company with others". Maybe I have forgotten Yang Rong and Boureat at that time, just like I can't even think about it now. A too-risen little landowner... But that kind of loneliness will definitely make me go crazy and roar at the whole world: "I treat you with my sincerity, why no one treats me with my sincerity!"
I think this is the most true portrayal of Yongzheng when he lost Nian Gengyao.
It is also the truest portrayal of Zhu Yuanzhang before his death. Who has made the people who understand you best have already been killed by you?
I didn’t expect that.
After I thought about all the ways to deal with the problem, what I got was not the correct answer, but a question... What should I choose?
"Li Ge!"
"Assemble the troops and send out troops..."
Thinking of this, I stood up in an instant, tilted my head and spit out the cigarette butt in my mouth, pushed it into the soil with my feet and shouted...
…
"lead."
The man who had followed Lin Minxian for many years hugged a fox and rushed to Lin Minxian amidst the hail of bullets. He said happily: "Leader, let's see if this is the fox you were talking about."
Lin Minxian began to attack, but he did not rush and fight fiercely. Instead, he asked his soldiers to suppress the position with gunfire, then mobilized the artillery battalion and was blasting towards the mountain.
Every blast of artillery can bring up a cloud of smoke, and every fire attack can blow up a tree. The entire forest is blown up like a patch, and the head is covered with scars.
At this time, his subordinates actually brought a fox.
A dirty wild fox.
Lin Minxian looked at its eyes and thought of the fox he had seen often in recent days. Although the two foxes looked different, it was too much of a coincidence that their eyes were exactly the same.
"Leader, I see that you are a little absent-minded, and you always mention the fox. When you saw the fox, you asked the brothers to go into the forest and get it for you."
"Is that what you're talking about?"
Lin Minxian took the short-haired fox, and he couldn't tell what kind it was and held it in his arms.
The fox was also very magical. It was neither afraid nor biting. It just lay in Lin Minxian's arms.
"Leader, every time I go out to fight with you, my brothers know it, especially when you open your mouth to sing. Then our soldiers will fight just like playing. How about you open your mouth and sing a few more times?"
Lin Minxian shook his head, looked at the fox and said, "I won't sing anymore, I'm not interested."
"For what?"
"Why else?"
Lin Minxian was delighted: "Why do you think this young man dares to come and fight against Bangkang?"
"Two regiments with a little more strength dare to be called a division. Why don't you know?"
"As soon as we took action, that boy Qu Hu was trapped in the mountains. Until now, there is no news at all. I guess people may have blocked him in that ravine and cannot get out. Wait until we finish this battle to rescue him. where are they."
After listening to Lin Minxian's words, his subordinates asked in confusion: "Leader, do you mean that Lord Tiger is going to lose?"
"It's not like that." Lin Minxian is still confident in his elite men: "No matter how you say it, it's just a Quhu. At most, it will suffer some losses in weapons and equipment. After fighting for a lifetime, it can kill a few idiots. In your hand?"
"Leader, what is the real purpose of your surname Xu?"
Lin Minxian sneered: "Children's thoughts."
He pointed at Qingshan opposite: "This, Xu Ruifeng is almost out of control. We are here to use our hands to deal with him, and also to block our time to rescue Qu Hu."
"If he wins before we arrive, he will go straight to Bangkang next..."
Before Lin Minxian finished speaking, his subordinates immediately replied: "So Bangkang is in danger?"
"You kid really don't take my son seriously?"
"I bet you that Bang Kang has set up a dragnet, and he is just waiting for Xu Ruifeng to get through it. Do you believe it or not?"
"As long as he dares to go, not to mention the mechanized troops with more than a dozen tanks and several armored vehicles, Ade can still make them annihilate in Bangkang."
His subordinates asked again: "What if he comes to support Yang Rong?"
"Silly, right?"
"Is this possible?"
"For a subordinate who is about to escape control, death is the best way back, especially death in battle."
"If you were Xu Ruifeng, would you let Yang Rong live?"
"You killed his father. Even if you can cover up the fact of the DNA test report now, how long can you cover it up?"
"You rescued him today. Will he really be able to let go of his revenge for killing his father tomorrow and not go to another place to continue the DNA test?"
"Then it's better to watch him die."
As he spoke, he looked at Meng Neng: "This group of people brought out by Lao Qiao all have this kind of virtue. They gasp and don't believe in any of them. They only believe in dead people." (End of Chapter)
