Chapter 6 The old friend in the fantasy world leaves

Style: Fantasy Author: The left hand of the third childWords: 9388Update Time: 24/01/18 17:28:45
Does Dahu really have the heart to fight his two brothers? No, he would not do this, even if he died, he would not do this, and Su Wen said angrily: "Mandala, come at me if you have the ability, don't embarrass others!" Su Wen said At this moment, the whole body bursts out with extremely amazing power. How many years has it been? He asked himself that he should not be angry again. Now, finally, because of what this man Mandala did, he became angry again. His extremely powerful killing intent directly smashed the illusion formation, and Su Wen rushed like the wind. He came out and stood between the three tigers of the Poison Sect. The extremely powerful palm techniques of the three tigers actually hit Su Wen's body.

Although Su Wen has quite good skills, after receiving three palms, he actually felt a surge of energy and blood, "Master Su Wen, what are you doing? The three of us brothers are useless people to begin with. , how can we still afford you to do this? Now, the three of us brothers have no face to face you, so be it, let the three of us brothers fend for themselves, you can no longer interfere. "

Su Wen's expression did not change at all. Zui Yunshen could adjust his breath in an instant. Therefore, even if he suffered serious internal injuries, he could still recover instantly. Is this just three palms? It really didn't happen. What. "Nonsense, I was the one who brought you three into the Poison Sect back then. Now, since you three have taken the wrong path, as the elder of you three, I should advise you, okay, you three Naturally, people don’t need to be afraid, now I have everything, and as long as I’m here, this person can’t be presumptuous!”

Su Wen walked out slowly, his face turning from red to white. It was at this moment that his power had recovered, "Mandala, the person you are looking for is me. If you have the ability, just come and fight with me." war!"

After saying that, Su Wen struck the strongest palm towards the endless sky. This seemingly simple palm strike was actually a combination of Su Wen's endless reluctance over the years. Originally, he was really I wanted to live a stable life. After meeting Zhuang Yunzhen, I was extremely happy and planned to teach him all my unique skills. After that, I could wander around the world with peace of mind. However, God did not follow people's wishes. , the people of the Poison Sect finally found themselves.

"Bang" The endless sky actually formed a faint invisible defense at this moment, resisting this extremely domineering palm. After a while, the voice of Mandala actually came again, "Brother, after so many years, I didn't expect that you are still You are so impatient, but I have already said before that I am seriously injured now, so naturally I will not take action against you. However, do you think that the only people I have arranged are the three losers of the Poison Sect? In fact, I have long known that these three people will never fight you at any time. Therefore, I have never counted on them. Now, your real opponents are actually them! "

"All heroes, you have all seen the scene just now. This Suwen's skill is quite powerful. If you need to attack together, then you will have the power to fight. Your purpose is very simple, which is to bring Zhuang Yun to peace. Just kill Su Wen and retrieve the Lingyuan Sha. Okay, now that the mission is very clear, let’s get started.

"Swish, swish, swish" A large number of masters suddenly appeared in the surroundings. These people had been hiding here early in the morning, just waiting for this best opportunity. These people were all old friends from the past. "Old friend, Why is it you? Are you also being controlled?"

"No, no, no, brother, what you said is wrong. In fact, they are here voluntarily, and no one is forcing them. Among your friends, most of them are actually suppressed by you, and others don't feel it at all. I didn't know their existence, but I found them and told them that now, there is a chance to make a comeback. How could they give up? It's such a feeling to play against old friends from the past. Very good.

"Hoo ho ho" One of the men in white slapped three palms in a row. These three palms seemed to be extremely ordinary, but they had quite good skills. They blocked Su Wen's front, middle and back. The power of these palms was even more powerful. It has a poison that makes people frightened. "Brother, you should know now, right? These people in front of you have now become poisonous bodies. This poisonous body is what you were doing back then." The only research left by the Poison Sect, it's a pity that after this magical skill was completed, you thought that this poisonous body was too overbearing, so the moment you completed it, you sealed this magical skill. It's a pity, you You really underestimated me, brother. I spent a lot of effort to break the seal of this poisonous body. "

Now that I have used this poisonous body on these people, I am really amazed that my eldest brother is really a man of my generation. Unfortunately, this intelligence and talent cannot be used by me. If this is the case, then you Such a person can only die. Don't worry, I know that my elder brother is invincible. Therefore, there are many masters prepared for you in this battle. You can fight slowly. Maybe, after you kill these hateful people, After killing all the guys, I will naturally take action.

"Poison Dragon Hand!" The man in white no longer talked nonsense. He hit Su Wen in the back with his left hand. At the same time, the man in white used a series of three legs to attack his lower body. The posture of the man in white has always been It doesn't look good, but the moves he uses are really powerful. In addition, at this moment, this person also has a poisonous body, so he naturally takes action without any scruples. At the same time, above Su Wen, there is a huge figure rushing towards him. If this attack is successful, , I will die! And this palm technique that fell from the sky was exactly his famous stunt of the time, the starry sky is immortal. But he didn't expect that this extremely powerful move would be used against him now.

"Brother, even if you want to defend now, it is impossible. The moves of these people were all taught by you. How good they were with you in the past, but now they hate you so much. In the hearts of these people , what are you thinking about, I’m afraid, you will never have the chance to know! The rest of the people saw that the man in black and the man in black actually took action to suppress Su Wen, they all came in a rush. At this moment, Su Wen finally Surrounded by these madmen, it is really impossible to break out!

"Father!!!" When Zhuang Yunzhen saw this scene, he was even more furious. However, this illusion formation was actually divided into two parts. If Zhuang Yunzhen wanted to break out, he would still need some effort.

"Feng Ming, you can break the formation with peace of mind. You can rest assured to leave this place to me. I have taught these people's moves. Therefore, there is no one in this world who can understand them better than me. Suddenly, Su Wen It was a loud laugh, and the laughter resounded through the sky like thunder. The so-called breaking the situation, after all, you have to take the initiative to take action. Blindly defending, this is naturally quite bad. Su Wen shouted loudly and suddenly raised his hands to the sky, " "Bang" The man in black who swooped down was easily knocked away directly because of this move. At the same time, Su Wen used this sharp and domineering move to spin his body.

"The wind breaks!"

The high-speed rotation of the body can naturally withstand the powerful palm technique of the man in white. This is what happened in an instant. Zhuang Yunzhen was naturally extremely shocked when he saw this. He knew very well in his heart that this was basically exchanging lives for lives. If you don't have excellent reactions and rich experience, then this method is definitely not feasible.

"boom"

But even though the man in white was severely injured by Xi Feng Po, he still gave Su Wen a palm in the midst of lightning and flint. Su Wen spurted out a mouthful of blood, obviously injured. Defeating the two masters of black and white, this is a bit reluctant for me now. "Haha, Zhen is worthy of being the eldest brother. When facing such a situation, he can still use such crazy means to break the situation. I really believe that I am the eldest brother." I accepted you, but now you are also seriously injured. This poisonous body was your original creation. After that, you left the Poison Sect, and after so many years of not seeing each other, my little brother only made one thing It's just a matter of completely strengthening this poisonous body. "

"Brother, maybe you should have felt it now, right? You can only use 30% of your power at most now, and the remaining 70% is automatically converted into poison, and in this Dulong Peak Go up, there are thousands of your opponents, and you are only three successful, what else can you do now? "

"Brother, if possible, I really don't want to do this. What I want has always been Ling Yuansha. As long as you give this thing to me, and then go back to the sect with me to accept the crime, for the sake of In the past, I would have begged the sect leader for mercy and asked him to spare your life. Brother, I did this really for your own good. Now, if you continue to fight like this, what will happen to you in the end? Do you understand the result? "

"Stop talking nonsense and just do it. Even though I only have three powers now, it is enough to deal with you!" Su Wen's momentum was even more amazing at the moment. He said to Zhuang Yunzhen in a loud voice: "Feng Ming, today, I will This is the next part of the chapter that teaches you Zuiyun Shen. Please take good care of it. There are four levels of the Zuiyun Shen magic skill. The first level is called picking chrysanthemums. Youdao is picking chrysanthemums under the eastern fence and leisurely seeing the Nanshan Mountain. The more remote and indifferent this state of mind is. , the skill will grow faster. My adoptive father said before that drunken clouds can dilute all the hatred in the heart, but if there is no hatred in the heart, how can one know the beauty of picking chrysanthemums?

Su Wen felt very far away at this moment, like a puff of mist, "What are you waiting for? All of you rush up to me now. The first one is going to kill this man for me!"

"Bang bang bang"

Su Wen's palm force was extremely gentle at the moment, but it exploded with extremely terrifying power. This was very similar to the Qingfeng Jade Dew in Zhuang Yunzhen's Sun Moon Tonghui Palm. But if you look carefully, you will find that the palm of the adoptive father's hand There is actually a trace of black energy in it. No, it is really inaccurate to say that it is black energy. It should be said that it is the hatred in the adoptive father's heart.

"Feng Ming, this move of residual hatred is to leave three points of residual hatred in your heart, so that you can exert your true power. Turn the hatred in your heart into a powerful move, and you will be able to do anything! Use residual hatred to hurt the enemy, and use indifference to Protect yourself, so that you will not be swallowed up by hatred."

"Boom boom boom"

Black and white were unable to break through Su Wen's lingering hatred. Around him, this astonishing hatred formed an invisible defense. At this moment, Su Wen was no longer as elegant as before, and his attacks were ruthless. Be merciful. If you are merciless now, you will really die. When it comes to Lingyuansha, even though I am extremely tired of fighting, I still have to fight today's battle.

Black and white are obviously the leaders of this group of people. They are both extremely horrified at this moment. They knew that their old friend had profound skills, but they never thought that under this simple and elegant appearance, he could be so powerful. However, the two of them are naturally extremely powerful in their moves. At this moment, they have activated the power of the poisonous body to the extreme. It must be said that these two black and white people are also true martial arts prodigies. They have been cultivating the poisonous body since the beginning. When it came to the body, they thought of the best way to divide this highly poisonous body into two parts, yin and yang. The people in white would practice yang, and the people in black would practice yin.

The two of them naturally had names in the past, but after they achieved great success, they thought that their previous names were not nice, so they were named after their clothes.

"Old friend, I really can't believe that the three of us can actually have a battle under such circumstances. You may not believe it. The two of us have been looking forward to this moment with you since the beginning. Fighting, now, the two of us have reached great perfection in our magical skills. This poisonous body is really a good thing. Let’s use this poisonous body to have a good fight today!”

"Bang bang bang"

The three of them started a melee now. The relationship between Su Wen and Hei Bai was very good in the past. Half of their kung fu skills were taught by Su Wen. However, now, the two of them actually used How could Su Wen accept this situation when he was fighting against him with the kung fu taught by Su Wen? But the journey of martial arts should be like this. After one's skill really reaches a supreme state, everything around him can naturally be discarded, and the only thing that cannot be discarded is martial arts.

"Xingyun"

"The starry sky is immortal"

"Poisonous Body"

What the three of them are now displaying are all supreme skills. However, the three of them were originally equal in skill. This time, they are even fighting with their lives. It is naturally not that easy to determine the winner. "Haha Haha, brother, it turns out that during these years of seclusion, you have never given up on exploring martial arts? This is great. This battle has evolved into what it is now. This is really much more interesting. Is not it?

"Black and white, you two have been practicing alone for so many years, and now you finally have the opportunity to fight against someone you once could not match. This opportunity is really rare, so you must be careful!"

Xingyun is a body technique as well as a palm technique. Once it is used, it is really like a breeze blowing on the face. It seems gentle, but in fact it is extremely sharp. At this moment, Su Wen's arms are really like sharp swords. Suddenly, the person's whole body is surrounded by With a layer of sword energy, every shot is accompanied by extremely amazing sword energy.

"Old Bai, this Suwen's current skill is really different from before. It seems that as we have made progress over the years, this person has really not been idle. He can actually integrate swordsmanship into his own martial arts system. I am afraid that I will never see such an opponent again after today. Su Wen, in today’s battle between the three of us, there will be only one winner. I don’t care what Ling Yuan Sha is. , the only thing we two brothers need now is to defeat you! "

"Xingyun's swordsmanship is really good. You have such a sharp sword energy. It will be very difficult for the two of us to break through it. However, do you think that even if you have such a sharp swordsmanship, it will be difficult for us two brothers to defeat you?" Is there really nothing people can do?"

Huhuhu "The Starry Sky Is Destroyed" palm technique was also fully displayed by Heiyi at this moment. The essence of this palm technique is that it is as turbulent and coherent as a big river. This is an extremely fierce palm technique, divided into the front and the right. There are three moves each in the middle and back. Normal palm techniques should put the moves first, but the Starry Sky Immortal is different. It puts the mental technique first, the footwork second, and the moves last. From this point of view alone, then It is really different from many palm techniques in the world.

"Boy, now, you have really surprised me. Back then, when I taught you the Starry Sky Immortal Palm Technique, I thought you were suitable for cultivation. I originally thought that as long as you use this It's good to practice all the palm skills to the point where you can defend yourself. However, what I didn't expect was that you could actually practice this palm technique to such a powerful level. However, time was too short at that time. Although this palm technique is quite powerful, it has a fatal weakness. I think you should know it by now. Yes, the line of the Starry Sky Eternal Attack is too single. In other words, this palm technique The only method is to attack in a straight line. I have always wanted to find a suitable opportunity to improve this palm technique, but unfortunately, after so many years, I have never found a suitable opportunity."

"Today, I am taking this opportunity to fight you two to teach you all my many years of experience. Bai Yi, I know that you have always wanted to learn this palm technique. Unfortunately, , you didn’t have enough foundation in the past, so naturally you couldn’t learn it, but now, it’s different, this palm technique is really suitable for you!”

"I have said before that no matter how we change the situation, you are all my friends. This will never change. In today's battle, I may not be able to get out alive. Brothers, please For the sake of past friendship, please agree to my request."

Black and white stretched out their arms, signaling to everyone around them to stop attacking temporarily, "Old friend, since you have reached this point, you can rest assured. No matter what the request is, we will do it." I will promise you, even if it is a sea of ​​swords and fire, we will never look back and there will be absolutely no hesitation!"

Black and White never make promises easily, but as long as they make a promise, they will definitely do it no matter what happens. They take their promises extremely seriously.

Su Wen was really relieved now. He pointed at Zhuang Yunzhen who was still trapped in the formation, "This Zhuang Yunzhen is my only adopted son. After today's battle, if I am really defeated and die, what will happen to me?" Please ask these two old friends to take care of him. If possible, keep him as far away from the Poison Sect as possible. Today's Poison Sect is already different from the Poison Sect of the past. If he is allowed to come into contact with him so early, It's not good for his growth to reach this point, and I don't want him to go through the path I took before."

After all, Zhuang Yunzhen is just a simple and honest young man, and his mental maturity needs to come bit by bit. Su Wen hopes that Zhuang Yunzhen can always maintain such innocence and honesty no matter how many years have passed. A quality that is really rare. The longer Su Wen stayed in martial arts, the more he liked the innocence and honesty of the past. However, he no longer had these two excellent qualities.

It is precisely because of this that he really hopes that the people around him can retain the second brother as much as possible, although he knows that if he really wants to do this, it is really not easy. Zhuang Yunzhen has been pushing his Xuan Gang power to the extreme at this moment, and then integrating it with Su Yilou's immovable golden body power. No matter what environment he is in, it should be possible. I came out, but it is really difficult to do this. Even if it is as difficult as climbing to the sky, I am not afraid at all! "

But what is the adoptive father doing now? Doesn't his adoptive father really believe that he can get out? The eyes of the father and son finally met at this moment. Even if they didn't say anything, Zhuang Yunzhen must have known at this moment that what followed was bound to be a hard battle, but it was obviously such an important melee, but he was There was nothing he could do. At this moment, Zhuang Yunzhen once again felt that he was extremely useless.

"When Black and White saw Zhuang Yunzhen at this moment, there was no hesitation in their hearts. "Don't worry, old friend, this matter will be left to the two of us. If you really die here, your adopted son will be Our adopted son. "

"And we, Su Wen, don't forget, your friends still have us. If you really die here today, your adopted son will be the adopted son of all of us." Maybe it was influenced by such an atmosphere, The experts around him all said in unison now.

Such a scene may not have occurred to anyone. Originally, they came here just to fight, but now they have recovered their past memories. "You trash, do you know what you are doing at this moment?" What? You are still alive now, all because of me, and now you actually want to get rid of my control. Let me tell you, this is absolutely impossible. Now all of you are doing it to me. ! Do you really want to die? "

"Mandala, after upgrading to this level, you still can't understand? You can control them for a while, but do you really control them for a lifetime? Aren't the memories of these old friends destroyed because of you? Is it sealed? What’s the point of acting like these innocent people now? "

"Thank you everyone. It turns out that after so many years, you can still remember that you have such a good friend like me. So, I am really happy. However, this battle is inevitable. You naturally Needless to say."

After all this reminiscing about old times, all fates have been exhausted. The old brotherhood finally came to a perfect end. Su Wen took out his soft sword from his waist. This man was not only proficient in medicine, but also mastered it. Extremely exquisite swordsmanship, but since the establishment of this swordsmanship, there has never been a chance to show it off, but today is an opportunity.

"Old friends, I have a sword technique, and I would like to ask you to appreciate it. After the sword technique is used, if you think of any nice names, it would be good to use them. Mandala, I know, you are now Although you didn't show up, you have always wanted to learn this sword technique. Today, I will show you this sword technique.

An ordinary soft sword, an unusual person, and even less ordinary swordsmanship. This swordsmanship actually only has one move. Although it is only one move, it has thousands of variations. When facing this sword, It seems that he is facing those swordsman sages from the past. What is going on? Did this man's swordsmanship come from the hands of those swordsman sages? "

"Whoosh"

The fierce sword energy has finally cut off half of the poisonous dragon peak. This sword really shocked everyone. When facing such a powerful sword, everyone should be shocked. There is no other way out. Now that this battle has become like this, is it still necessary to fight? Hey, even if there is a fight, the result will naturally not be very good. What awaits everyone is still failure.

"Old friend, we all admit defeat in this battle, but we also know that once we choose not to fight, we are all going to die."

"However, when those of us regained our memories of the past, we thought more and more about the days when we drank together. Thinking about it now, such days were really comfortable, but such days should also be Can not go back."

There are actually some tears in Black and White's eyes now. The two of them have never cried since the day they set foot in martial arts. However, now that old friends meet, things have changed and people have changed in the end. No matter it is Anyone else, this would have been unacceptable.

"Yes, it seems that you all should know now. If you don't fight, you will all die here in the end. Think about it carefully, why are you here? It should not just be for Reminiscing about old times, right? I know that you have never had the heart to do anything when facing an old friend like Su Wen. However, I can help you with this matter now. Naturally, you should know that it is my favorite thing to do. That’s it.”

"I've said it before. It's absolutely impossible for you to ask me to control you now. I know that no matter what I say now, you won't believe it. Well, I will prove it to you. Yes, now, all of you, obey my order and kill the man in front of you!"

Suddenly, everyone was controlled by a powerful mental force at this moment, "Su Wen, as you can see, we people have now become walking corpses. If we are like this, we are still alive." , then we would rather die like this. You are a friend to all of us. If you die in the hands of others, we will naturally not be willing to die. However, if the person who kills us is you, we are willing to die!"

"Actually, all of us know very well that none of us will survive. You must not have any burden in your heart. I think, as our friend, you naturally don't want to see us. It looks like that in the end, doesn't it?

This kind of thing is really unacceptable. Why do you have to make yourself make such a choice every time? In fact, this is also very simple, because every moment is a choice. Even if you want to escape, it is absolutely impossible. Since you can't escape for a long time, you can only face it calmly, even if you are unhappy in your heart. I wish, but so what?

He still couldn't make a move, "What? Even now, you're still unwilling to make a move? Well, if that's the case, then just watch us die in the hands of this man, Mandala. Anyway, The ultimate goal of this man is to absorb the power of all of us. Now, he has finally achieved this goal. "

"Why are you always forcing me? Why?" Su Wen still couldn't bear it after all. He turned around, and the three tigers of the Poison Sect knew Su Wen's eyes very clearly, "Seniors, you have also worked hard for so many years. , now you should also take a good rest. This illusion formation is your final destination. You hope to die in the hands of senior Su Wen, but that is not what senior Su Wen has in mind. In any case, At that time, you are all extremely important people to him."

"Since everyone is in such pain, why not just indulge in the illusion and never wake up."

"Okay, it would be great if you could always live in the illusion. Mandala, you should have known it a long time ago. In the end, your plan failed. You wanted to control everyone, but you You should also know that even though you have been planning this matter for so many years, you still failed. People's hearts are the most difficult to control. You have understood this for a long time, but regarding this, you have always been If you don’t want to believe it, what about now? All of us are about to enter the illusion. Once we enter the illusion, even you will be powerless in the end. "

"No, you can't treat me like this. Do you know, once things become like this, what kind of result will you have in the end?"

"You will always be lost in this endless illusion, which is no different from the dead. Could it be that you have worked hard to practice martial arts for so many years, and in the end you just want such a result?"

"Yes, in fact, there is nothing bad about this result. At least, from this point of view, I really like it. It should be said that as long as I can get rid of your control, then no matter what it is, We are willing to pay the price. As long as we can see you fail, we will be very satisfied. "

"Su Wen, even so, we still have some regrets in our hearts, that is, at the end, we still didn't have a drink. In the future, if there is still a chance, I really want to get together again. You drink once, and I have never forgotten that drinking session under the green trees until today."

"Brothers, are you right? I think in your hearts, you also miss that good wine once, don't you? It's a pity that we can no longer drink such good wine. .

"Go on! This is a fine wine that I have treasured for many years. This time you and I are separated, and we probably won't see each other again. Please bring this bottle of wine with you. It seems that this is what I, an old friend, can finally do for you. That's what you guys did."

"Thank you, haha. It seems that our luck is really good. Now that we have vomited such a bottle of wine, we should not be lonely along the way."

Mandala's voice now almost reached the point of roaring, "You all come back to me. You Jiu left like this. Does Jiujiu really have nothing to say to me?"

It's a pity that all that is left for this man is these silent figures. "What I want to say is that we actually said it many years ago. However, at that time, you were not willing to listen to us at all. You I have always been a very self-centered person. Now that things have become like this, I think this is the biggest punishment for you. Now the rest of the things are left to you. Don’t you like it? Fight? Well, since you like fighting so much, keep fighting. How you treated us back then is how we treat you now. This matter has always been very fair, isn't it? What?"

"Su Wen, has this been your plan all along? Do you think that after you do this, I will really have no way to obtain the Lingyuan Sha? Yes, from the past, you have You underestimated me very much, so good. Now I will let you know what the price will be for underestimated me in the end. We will meet again. Now I will give you another chance to breathe. Well, the next time we meet, it won’t be so easy for you.”

"Do you think that I only have these chess pieces in my hands? You are wrong. In fact, I have always had a more important chess piece in my hands. I didn't want to use it so early, but now it seems , even if I don't use it, then it won't work. Zhuang Yunzhen, if you still have any unfulfilled wishes, then you should hurry up and do it now. It won't take long, and you will really become a Dead people, at that time, even if you have great abilities, I'm afraid you will be powerless. "

"Hahaha, but I am still very happy to see you two now. That's it. See you next time. Hahaha, I am really happy today. Let's go Already!"

Mandala really will not give up. This man naturally has a more important chess piece in his hands, and now, he is going to get that chess piece. Presumably, in the end, when this chess piece appears , everyone, especially Su Wen, must be extremely surprised, that's right, this is the kind of result he wants.

"Did this man just leave like this? Humph, no matter what kind of plan this man had in his heart, I was not afraid at all," Boom. "It was at this moment that Zhuang Yunzhen finally entered the illusion realm formation. Came out, "Father, how are you?" But are you injured? "

"Good boy, I knew that you would come back in the end. Now, you have also seen that I am fine now, but the only pity is that I still let that man Mandala run away. From before, this Men are very cunning. As long as they are fighting, they will definitely not fight with all their strength. Over the years, he has not changed in any way. "

"Actually, I am really curious now about what is the most important chess piece in this man's hand. I now have an intuition that his last chess piece is actually aimed at me. , but even if he has a very powerful chess piece, I am not afraid at all. In this world, the only people I can't bear to hurt are three types of people. The first is my friend, and the second is my My dear, the third one is you. Apart from the three of you, I will not take anyone in this world seriously."

Zhuang Yunzhen knew that Su Wen was speaking very easily now, but his heart was bleeding now. He just saw his friend who was showing off his magical skills lost in the illusion, and as for himself, he really didn't know anything. If you haven't done it, huh, if you can't protect the most important person in your training, then what's the point of having this extremely powerful skill? I have been involved in martial arts for so many years, but what exactly have I been pursuing? In fact, until now, he himself does not know the answer to this question. "Boy, maybe in your heart, you must think that your adoptive father is a useless person. He can't even protect his own friends. I I think that I am really a useless person."