This time, he had obviously found her.
Afraid that she would run away, he made a chain out of thousand-year-old black iron, but even so, he still couldn't keep her...
He held Sang Yu tightly in his arms, and his suppressed crying made Chu Lin next to him couldn't help but have red eyes.
He had never seen Chu Yuan cry.
Even in the previous two years of despair, he had never been so sad and desperate.
But now...
He felt that Chu Yuan was probably heartbroken.
"Xiaoyu..." Chu Yuan murmured desperately. Suddenly he laughed like crazy and grabbed her shoulders tightly, "Sang Yu, don't even think about getting rid of me!"
He fiercely picked up the sword on the ground and stabbed it into his heart without hesitation.
"Fifth brother——"
Chu Lin was so frightened that he was stunned for a long time before he reacted.
He ran over and supported him as he was crumbling. The man who had always been cheerful and optimistic cried like a fool at this moment.
He looked at the sword at Chu Yuan's heart and was at a loss to pull it out. But he was afraid of hurting him, so he could only call the doctors in panic and ask them to save Chu Yuan.
"Save the fifth brother, save my fifth brother!"
"No need!" Chu Yuan looked at the girl on the bed. She closed her eyes lightly, as if she had just fallen asleep.
Chu Yuan showed a relieved smile, "Chu Lin, without her, every day of my life would be worse than death."
"Fifth brother..."
"After I die, you will be the emperor..." He said his last words calmly.
These thousands of miles would be meaningless without her.
"No, fifth brother, I don't want to be the emperor..." Chu Lin held his hand, tears streaming down his face, "You don't want to die, I don't want you to die!"
"Chu Lin, fifth brother is tired..."
From the first time she disappeared in front of him for no reason, from the time he lost that memory and almost mistook Li Yue for her.
He was already very tired.
No matter how much Li Yue looked like her, he knew that she was not her.
Because Li Yue gave her a different feeling.
Over the years, half of the reason why he was nice to Li Yue was because of her face. Generally, it was because Li Yue had helped him several times during the years when he was bullied in the cold palace, even though she was always unhelpful.
He doesn't love Li Yue and has never promised her anything. He is just looking for Sang Yu's shadow in her.
Blame him, blame him for not recognizing her at first glance, blame him for hurting her, and blame him for leaving her so cruelly.
"Fifth brother has one last request. After my death, bury me and her together..."
He has been alone for so long. If he dies with her by his side, he will not be lonely on the road to death.
Even though she never loved him and didn't want his companions.
Yes, he knows it all.
In the past two years, even though he was always in a daze because of his obsession, the time he spent awake was far more than the time he was in a daze.
The look she looked at him contained tenderness, pity, and guilt, but lacked love.
She didn't love him, and the love she felt at the beginning was all fake.
She always hesitated to speak to him, as if she wanted to tell him the truth.
But he would always go astray, he didn't dare to listen, he always tried to use memories from his childhood, or pretend to be crazy to gain some sympathy from her.
As long as she doesn't leave, he can stay like this for the rest of his life.
But, she still left.
With her gone, what's the point of his life?
Chu Yuan fell next to the girl. He looked at her side face and let the blood drain from his body.
The feeling coming from his chest made him unable to tell whether it was physical pain or heart pain...
(End of chapter)
