"The curse that traps myself." Jiang Qingmei couldn't help but say softly.
Such words were like lightning, hitting her heart in an instant. In this moment, she was shocked. She had not thought about it carefully before, but now, when Li Qiye woke up at one o'clock, , she understood it all at once, but she didn't know that she had had such an idea before.
In fact, she is inheriting the mantle of their ancestor Jiang Changcun. Their ancestor was the one who broke the Guixu barrier. On this road in the world today, only Yuandao can compare with it.
Although their ancestors did not pioneer this road like Yuandao, as latecomers, their ancestors pursued and caught up with Yuandao, which was an unprecedented feat in ancient times.
If their ancestors break through the barrier of returning to ruins and surpass Yuandao, then their ancestors will be famous forever. The names of their ancestors will probably far surpass Yuandao, and will be brighter and dazzling than other supreme giants.
Now, unknowingly, she has taken over the mantle of her ancestors and the baton on this road from her ancestors. Before that, she may not have had this idea, because before her, there was Bei Existences like Kun Shen, Jun Xi, and the Immortal Couple.
However, now that she has enlightened with the Taoist heart, she has made a breakthrough in this moment. Then, at this moment, she has seen hope. Perhaps, one day, she can rush home like her ancestors. Pass the Ruins Pass, break through the bottleneck, and become the first person in this way.
Unknowingly, this idea, this seed, has been planted in her heart, and it is taking root and sprouting. At this time, she also unknowingly, she is already racing against others, her future is He has to race against beings like Bei Kun God, Jun Xi, and the Immortal Couple.
"Cultivating the Tao is about cultivating oneself. It is about dialectical self-disputation with oneself. It is also about racing against oneself, not others." Li Qiye said leisurely.
"Breakthrough the return to ruins?" Jiang Qingmei couldn't help but murmured in confusion.
Li Qiye smiled faintly and said leisurely: "It depends on you. It depends on what you want. Do you want to go further in the future, or do you want to be the first? Remember, this is The journey is long, but never forget your original intention.”
"Besides starting over, is there no other chance?" Jiang Qingmei couldn't help but take a deep breath.
Li Qiye smiled and said: "Yes, continue to strengthen yourself, but how do you know when you can fully strengthen yourself? Once you stop, maybe you don't know whether you have reached it, because Your eyes have looked behind you, not in front of you."
"It's better to start all over again." Li Qiye's words immediately made Jiang Qingmei understand.
"So, your ancestors also understand this truth." Li Qiye said leisurely: "But it depends on whether you can let it go. This is not just a matter of letting go of your own way, nor is it just a matter of practicing again from the beginning. It still depends on your own persistence.”
Li Qiye's words made Jiang Qingmei dumbfounded and took a deep breath. For a moment, she herself was in a daze.
Starting from scratch means that she has to give up everything she owns. What's more, she can continue to move forward and break through the previous hurdles, because she has already figured out the mystery ahead. If she continues to move forward, If she can do it, it won't take long for her to break through and become even more powerful, far beyond her current self, and even become the first person on this path in the future, the first person to break through and return to the ruins. Man is the first being to become a supreme giant.
With such a promising future, who is willing to give up? Who wants to start all over again?
"If you don't start over, will there be no chance?" After pondering for a long time, Jiang Qingmei couldn't help but ask softly.
"Yes." Li Qiye smiled and said: "But if you want to go up, it will be difficult. Maybe, by then, you will face the same problem again. Of course, you are satisfied with Therefore, everything is so perfect, and your Taoist heart is perfect."
"If you start over, you may not be able to succeed again." Jiang Qingmei couldn't help but say softly.
Li Qiye nodded and said: "This is a necessary thing. If anyone can guarantee that he can start over again, cross over again, and become stronger again, then no one is willing to start over again."
At this point, Li Qiye glanced at her and said lightly: "If you were immortal, would you be willing to be infinitely close to death again and again?"
"Maybe." Li Qiye's words immediately made Jiang Qingmei startled and said softly.
Li Qiye laughed, shook his head, and said slowly: "This means that you don't understand the true meaning of immortality. Or, only if you understand, you will not die again unless it is absolutely necessary."
"Why?" Jiang Qingmei couldn't help but be startled by Li Qiye's words.
"Don't talk about the pain of death, nor the suffering of death." Li Qiye closed his eyes and said leisurely: "When you die, you are dead. When you come back to life again, you live another life, everything The pain will eventually happen again."
"What kind of pain will it be?" Jiang Qingmei asked softly.
"The pain of living." Li Qiye closed his eyes and said with a faint smile.
"The pain of living?" Li Qiye's words made Jiang Qingmei stunned for a moment. The pain of living is something that the world cannot understand. For anyone in the world, living is of course more important than living. Death is good.
"Disciple doesn't understand, since there is the pain of death, why there is still the pain of living, isn't it on the path of immortality?" Jiang Qingmei couldn't help but said softly.
"If you are immortal, the pain of death will only be physical pain. Even if you are mentally traumatized and painful, the death process will come faster." At this time, Li Qiye opened his eyes. , looked at her, and said lightly: "Living, this will dominate your extremely long years, and pain will accompany you forever, just like a dull knife. As long as you are still alive, it will be on you forever. Cut off layer after layer.”
"Is living really so painful?" Jiang Qingmei asked softly.
"The living people will slowly pass away in your life, and the dead people will be remembered in your heart forever. Whether you are the person you love or the person who loves you, they will all go away. If you If you want to live like a human being, you must love the world, but whether it is this world, the people you love in this world, or the people who love you, they will all die again." Li Qiye said with a faint smile: "When you come back to life, the people who were with you will slowly die. When you die, you think everything has disappeared, but when you come back to life again, everything is just Do it again, just reincarnate again."
"Love and death, life and death." Jiang Qingmei could not help but say softly: "In the endless reincarnation."
Jiang Qingmei couldn't help but be stunned. After a while, she said softly: "Maybe this is really painful."
"Of course, the premise is that you want to live like a person and love the world. Otherwise, there is no pain." Li Qiye smiled faintly and said leisurely: "But, when you don't love the world, you Why should we die? The world should be the one who needs to die, not you."
"Uh-" Li Qiye's words made Jiang Qingmei stunned for a moment and blurted out: "Why?"
"Because you don't love this world." Li Qiye couldn't help but smile and said leisurely: "Between this world and you, who will die?"
"This -" Li Qiye's words made Jiang Qingmei unable to answer for a moment.
"If you don't love this world, then it's better for you to die than for this world to die." Li Qiye smiled faintly and said, "If you eat this world in one bite, do these problems still exist? Basically There is no one or thing that you love or loves you. All these things are just nothingness, just delicious food in your mouth."
"It seems so." Jiang Qingmei couldn't help but be stunned.
Li Qiye couldn't help but smile and said leisurely: "You live like a person, know it, and still love it. What you insist on is the Taoist heart. No matter what the world is like, no matter what this path is, you must insist on yourself. , we have to go on. However, after you have walked this road over and over again, in fact, in the end, you are just yourself, and there will be no one behind you."
"The road is long and long. In the end, there will be one person. In the end, there will be no one behind you." Jiang Qingmei couldn't help but said: "Isn't it true that I have walked over and over again, loving or being loved, it is just a futile experience. , that is nothing but a delusion.”
"If all this is false, will you go through it again? Are you willing to die?" Li Qiye looked at Jiang Qingmei and asked slowly.
"I don't want to-" Jiang Qingmei couldn't help blurting out.
"Yes, I don't want to. Who would be willing to bear the pain that exists because of illusion?" Li Qiye smiled faintly.
For a moment, Jiang Qingmei couldn't help but lose her mind. She couldn't answer for a while.
"So, you are not ready yet." Li Qiye smiled faintly, patted her shoulder gently, and said leisurely: "Just like your ancestor, he is not ready because he is not willing to , or if we start over, it may be a delusion, or the road we have traveled may not be worth it.”
