"Sometimes, it's good to be a child." Li Qiye looked at the rain outside the window, smiled, and said lightly: "It would be better to be a child who doesn't remember the past."
At this time, Xiaoxuan was lying by the window, watching the rain falling. She didn't know whether it was sadness or confusion. After a long time, she couldn't help but shook her head gently and said: "I don't remember any of them, my past, my family, or my friends... "
At this point, she couldn't help but pause for a moment and said, "In my memory, I no longer have any impression."
Memory is a vast sea of smoke, but in this vast sea of smoke, there is no impression or trace of other people, whether it is your family, your friends, or the people you love. , the person who loves himself... There is no memory of any of this, no impression of any of this.
An existence that has been ups and downs for millions of years, spanning countless time, once had family, once had friends, maybe, there were people who shared life and death, or maybe, there was once someone whom I loved, or maybe someone. People who love themselves...
These people can all be regarded as the most important people in life. However, at this moment, no matter how unforgettable the people are, no matter how important they are, in the vast sea of memories, they are still there. No traces were left, but no memory.
Is this important or not? Perhaps, in the past, there were parents, brothers and sisters, husbands, children, and descendants.
After all, as an existence that can be covered in the dust of Time Blood Amber, there must be a huge inheritance behind it. This is not a lonely path.
No matter it is these people who have been extremely important in my life, or people for whom I may be willing to give everything, but at this moment, there is no memory or trace.
If there are no memories or traces of the extremely important people in your life, then are these extremely important people in your life really that important to you?
"The road is long." Li Qiye looked into the distance and said calmly: "After all, I walk alone. The longer the road is, the more I walk alone at the end."
"The road is long." Xiaoxuan couldn't help but murmured. In her vast and vast memory, it seemed that there were only traces of the road left. Perhaps, this was the most important thing in her life. Leave an indelible mark.
Other things, whether they are close relatives or loved ones, will eventually disappear and cease to exist. However, on the long road, everything will be with you, whether it is the past, the present, or the future. , the great road is still there, it can be said that in her life, the great road is an indelible trace.
"It's all gone." Xiaoxuan couldn't help but sigh softly, with an indescribable sadness in her sigh.
After all, it is just a life. In his life, there must have been an extremely important person, whether it is a relative, a close friend, or the person he loves most. However, now there is no trace of these once most important people, they are no longer in this world, they have long since disappeared.
The most frightening thing is that after these extremely important people disappeared, they left no trace in the memory.
At this moment, in this world, she was just alone, and everything in the world seemed to have nothing to do with her.
Being alone for eternity, perhaps, is a kind of loneliness that others cannot experience.
After a while, Xiaoxuan came back to her senses, looked at Li Qiye, and said softly: "Where is your family?"
"No more." Li Qiye smiled faintly, looked at the falling raindrops, and said, "I don't remember either, it's too far away."
"It's too far away." Xiaoxuan was stunned for a moment, and when she came to her senses, she couldn't help but nodded and murmured: "It's too far away. You are lonelier than me." As she said that, she looked at Li Qiye.
She also knew that Li Qiye had lived longer than her. Perhaps, when she was born, Li Qiye had already lived for countless years.
So, Li Qiye had already experienced the loneliness she felt today in a long time ago.
"But, you remember." Xiaoxuan thought about it carefully and murmured: "I am different from you. I must be a reincarnation on the road. I don't remember the past life, but you are not, You have never been reincarnated, so you still remember everything from the past, your closest relatives, your closest friends, the people you love, the people who love you...you should remember them all."
At this point, Xiaoxuan couldn't help but lose consciousness. She didn't remember. It wasn't that she had forgotten these people and things. It wasn't that she took the initiative to forget, or took the initiative to bury these people and things in the deepest part of her memory.
She is just a certain kind of reincarnation, maybe a kind of rebirth, in short, it is caused by a certain kind of external factors.
However, Li Qiye is different. Li Qiye has not been reincarnated. It is as if Li Qiye still remembers her after millions of years. Then, Li Qiye also remembers the people and things in those distant and long years.
Thinking of this, people can't help but feel pain in their hearts. In those distant years, those people and things that used to have changed now. They may have been close relatives, close friends, and loved ones. , However, today, they have all disappeared. However, these people and things are still engraved in the memory.
In the deepest part of your memory, during these millions of years, there will always be times and opportunities that will remind you that there was once a close relative or a close friend in your memory. , a beloved...
However, they are all gone, they have all disappeared, but they have reminded you time and time again in your memory. This is an unforgettable pain. The people you miss are not in this world. They are It has long since disappeared. How can the world imagine such a process?
Therefore, when Xiaoxuan looked at Li Qiye at this moment, she instantly felt Li Qiye's loneliness. In that long road, Li Qiye was just walking alone. No one would be able to accompany him for a long time. , even if someone accompanied him on this road, it was only for a short period of time. Even in terms of the length of his life, such people who once appeared and accompanied him, It was just a moment.
The road travels alone. On the long road, Li Qiye spent more time walking alone, and he will continue to walk alone in the future.
"Have you ever thought about finding someone to go with you?" After a long time, Xiaoxuan couldn't help but ask.
Li Qiye smiled faintly and said: "Cultivation is a very personal matter. There will be no one in the world who can synchronize with you. The road is long, millions of years long, or even spans hundreds of millions of years. One step The difference is that we can be separated by millions of years, but how can we be together?"
When Xiaoxuan heard this, she thought it was reasonable. Who else would be walking with her on the long road? Even the person you love most may not be able to go with you. The length of the road is measured in millions of years, or billions of years. As long as there is a step difference between the two sides, between these millions of years, between billions of years, there is only one step difference. , there will be a gap of millions of years between the two people.
"Have you ever thought about waiting for each other?" Xiaoxuan couldn't help but ask.
Li Qiye glanced at Xiaoxuan, smiled faintly, and said slowly: "Thousands of years, hundreds of millions of years, countless ups and downs, countless years, and countless things. If it's just one step away from asking you to stay and wait, then in this long road, I'm afraid there are too many things that will make you stop..."
"...If anything can make you stop, how can you cultivate the supreme avenue? Since you cannot cultivate the supreme avenue, how can you live for millions of years? There are no millions of years. After so many years, there is no need to think about the long road, there will be no such long road at all." Speaking of this, Li Qiye couldn't help but smile lightly.
"One step is just one step, and there are indeed many things in this world that can be stopped." After hearing what Li Qiye said, Xiaoxuan thought about it carefully, and couldn't help but feel that it made sense. In this world, , how many things are there, and how many people have experienced them.
Your closest relatives, best friends, and most loved ones, perhaps, there will always be some people, there will always be some things that make you stop and wait. Then, when they all make you stop and wait, how can you reach the supreme level? Dao, how can you live for millions of years? Maybe you will disappear together with your relatives, friends, and loved ones, and you will no longer exist in the world.
Therefore, if this is the case, the road is long and the road walks alone. This is something that does not need to be considered at all. It is simply unfounded worry.
"The road is long." After coming back to her senses, Xiaoxuan couldn't help but sigh softly, feeling a little unspeakably sad. In her vast memory, there was indeed only the road.
Perhaps, she wanted to know what kind of people, relatives, friends, or loved ones had appeared in her life, but today, she could no longer remember them, all of them no longer existed.
When all these are no longer in your memory, maybe they are not that important. Maybe if you forget them, just let them be forgotten. Why bother looking for them again.
"What's more, you are not reincarnated." Li Qiye smiled lightly and looked at Xiaoxuan.
(End of chapter)
